lirik lagu lost memories - xtracomplx & jester exodus
[intro]
photographs of lost
of lost memories
[verse 1]
life was better in these fl!cks
that’s why they call it picture perfect/
repetitively miss
and only seem to scr~pe the surface/
feelin’ basically worthless
pacin’ anxious and nervous/
hate writin’ this sad sh~t
but no one listens in person/
hate blamin’ my f~ckin’ past
for the way i’ve been hurtin’/
stayed up late with my dad
watchin’ shows where they’re cursin’/
back when i was just a lad
and i barely knew cursive/
now these thoughts from the past
f~ckin’ drown out the current/ ~wave splash
not talkin’ to my brother
and i’m distant with my mother/
man life’s a motherf~cker
wish you could be here to hug her/
she needs it now more than ever
man that sh~ts a bummer/
miss when we would play horse
ride bicycles in the summer/ ~bicycle bell
i guess life changed course
i got shifts i need to cover/
been so busy this past year
haven’t had the time to suffer/
in fact practically trapped here
question if i grew tougher/
the answers cancerous
i’ll never fully recover/
[hook]
photographs of lost
of lost memories/
photographs of lost
lost memories/
on the blocks with blunts
blunts and hennesy/
photographs of lost
of lost memories/
wishin’ i was dead
dead with you/
photographs of lost
lost memories/
on the blocks with blunts
blunts and hennessy/
[verse 2]
i’m wishin’ i was dead with you
not a joke/
you and my mom had issues
but not alone/
now it’s different coexist
with everyone i know/
feel the rippin’ of my skin
when i think of home/ ~rip
in an instant it can get to be
a flip in goals/
wanted to grow
instead i ended up as skin and bones/
feel the pressure buildin’
deep down underneath my soul/
they don’t get it
pessimistic and i bet it shows/
and i bet i blow
i’m f~ckin’ crazy dope/
conversations with you
made me and they gave me hope/
never thought all the advice
would just remain as quotes/
it’s like i made it to the ring
but couldn’t face my foe/
it’s like my darkest memories
produced the greatest glows/ ~shine
i sleep right through the heat
but wakin’ up i’m shaking cold/
lately i barely eat
but drink until my stomach’s full/
didn’t wanna watch you leave
but i know people come and go/
[hook]
[verse 3]
i got a son too now
he’s an amazing kid/
i try to make him feel
the same way you made me when/
i was younger with my brother
and i played with friends/
til i went under round the summer
of 2010/
a year after you passed
already f~ckin’ up/
mom really loved me but
not as much as i did drugs/
don’t want greyson facing
the same problems that i scrubbed/
feels like vacation ‘til your chasin’
and it all blows up/ ~explosion
i thought time was up
a different kind of f~cked/
thats what happen strengths lackin’
makin’ life get tough/
dissatisfaction cause reactions
make you rise above/
chain reactions from my past
make sure my families loved/
i didn’t wanna b~tch and moan
sometimes it’s hard not too/
if you didn’t feel the message
i hope that the bars caught you/
if no one’s listenin’
i’ll talk to the stars not new/
you may be missin’
still a given that my hearts got you/
[hook]
[outro]
photographs of lost
of lost memories/
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