lirik lagu lord arachev - lost in gloom
verse 1
i’m lost
at least i feel so
like i’m stuck in a dark alley inside my own head
clawing and crawling just for a chance to get ahead
but every single muscle inside my body is dead
i can’t even blink or think of anything else
but this thick blanket of darkness around that bounds me
chokes and gags me as i
scream for help “please!”
but even if that sound escapes
no f~cking soul would take
a second
to pay attention
to this
self inflicted tension
im stuck in
the hurdles i’ve sеt for myself maybe
incidentally but don’t mattеr because
way be
fore i ended up in this world of gloom
my whole world has been condemned to doom
from my point of view
my life’s been like a burning room
with flames intensifying as my insecurities loom
verse2
the irony
of this whole scenario
i’ll make like a merry go
round about the bush
rather than address the roots
of the issues
then i come right back to my journal
ink sprawled about the pages just on and on eternal
cosplaying introspection
b~tching around like i’m special
parading my flaws
like some medals of war
maybe i’m just a narcissist
and that’s why these scars exist
in the first place
i create the rat race
i hyperfocus on
then evoke as umm
the next excuse i’ll be giving
for the rest of all the unresolved cracks i’ll be leaving
in my personality
and i’m sure its plane to see
the obvious and protruded lack of originality
in my procrastination
not leaving a thing to imagination
as i slowly drift toward my path to self d~mnation
verse3
then i hear this voice ringing from my head out loud
“yo just cut yourself some slack
n~gga you should be proud
you’re doing the best you can man
just get a big mac and
some cola
sit on your sofa
relax and watch some tv
indulge your addictions from over eating”
what else can a n~gga do you know you ain’t got sh~t easy
how else could you cope with the heat if you’re not living breezy
none of nothing’s your fault ever
your luck’s just not enough
sever your ties with everyone and everything they’re all to blame
a perfect plan distance yourself from em till you’re insane
laugh as your whole world falls apart for you it’s just a game
fall into the abyss as everyone forgets your name”
but if all i do is just cut slacks
then how long can i go on fore i start to lack
material or maybe i’d soon be deteriorating
loose my elastic reach my yield point then i turn into plastic
(ha ha funny)
that’s hilarious
borderline nefarious my thoughts can be
and even when i put in the effort and try to see
the bigger picture
my scars they always keep reminding me
of this cramped dark bitter hole i’m in still in i’ll probably
never get to leave even though there’s nothing’s holding me
till maybe someday someone eventually
pulls a cap on this lid and end my f~cking misery
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