lirik lagu ljae - dead inside
(verse 1: ljae)
every day it’s getting worse, bruh
i’ve been popping so many pills till the nerves come
every day it’s getting worse, bruh
i’ve been popping so many pills till the nerves come
i’m f~cked up from the drugs that i take
losing my brain, losing weight lad i’m losing my ways
that i can’t take anymore of this sh~t
i’ve been faded from the bricks till i f~cked to the pit
but then i quit no more with that crack smoke
we don’t got to relapse cause that sh~t’s a trap, bro i’ve done dirt
we don’t speak to the pigs if you did you a b~tch bro
you know how it is when i’m speaking of this
i just hate living day by day
i’m taking drugs through the day just to numb my pain
it’s xanax valium and all the sh~t that i ate
i can’t get off all the benz as i’m stuck in a grave
but i’m f~cked up nothing but a dumb c~nt
now i’m throwing these drugs on cause i f~cked up
and relapsed and now i’m all alone again
hopeless and tryna find a way to f~cking cope with it
but i can’t so i’m back to flipping all them hoes again
hoping that that my life’s gonna change up
don’t get me wrong bruh i’m still the f~cking same c~nt
day one never changed once my brothers no fake c~nts
yeah i’m dead inside i let depression slide
i’ve been in my head until the day that i’m not alive
then i said that i’m numb from munching these meds
f~ckin’ h~ll i swear to god i’m overdosing again
but i can’t leave you mom, you’re the only one i got
and i know that you’re watching your son losing the plot
i can’t tell you a lot but i love you a lot
everything that i’ve done, mama came with a cost
every day it’s getting worse bruh
i’ve been popping so many pills till the nerves come
every day it’s getting worse, bruh
i’ve been popping so many pills till the nerves come
dodging cops i just wanna see a better place
then my mind is contemplating should i see the heavens gates
maybe so, cause i just wanna talk to my dad
now his watching his son get taken by all the drugs and it’s sad
i can’t do it anymore dad i’m sorry for that
to my mother i love you just know i’ve always got your back
and i’m sorry that you had to have a junkie and a criminal as your f~cking youngest son when i was always robbing c~nts for the cash
fake pills, salt bags, anything that i could grab just to make a couple stacks
got a dealer’s tick up, never came back
then double all the money, put it back up in the bag
lad i’m sick of being broke, that i’m sick of the trap
what way do i go cousin, can i go back i don’t know
i don’t know brother is it really worth it
if i get nicked is it even certain
and i swear to god it’s really hurt
i’ve been sitting in my room like a burden
and i swear to god it’s really f~cking hurting
f~ck that f~ck jacks i’ve been on a comeback
remember days i’d blaze up now i never touch that
no heart, no soul, brother, you ain’t tough lad
sold a couple ounces, now you thinking that you trap bags
every day it’s getting worse, bruh
i’ve been popping so many pills till the nerves come
every day it’s getting worse, bruh
i’ve been popping so many pills till the nerves come
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