lirik lagu lil proch - frame of reference
{verse 1: proch}
1966, out the womb then handed off
fake fam, but f~ck it, this the kickoff
head to chi~town, where we stay down
mama’ run a restaurant, where she make pounds
sellin’ hot dogs, and the beef ground
mobs patrol the block and assure it is a safe town
but this ain’t where, i really get down
more of a daddy’s boy, its less noise
talking sports, quickly dropped toys
many different schools, had to keep my poise
dad was my best friend
but my brother he annoyin’
i’m enjoying, what dad teaches me i’m deploying
how to stand up for myself and things of that nature
til’ one day things started heading south
my daddy sick, and best believe i’m the one to help him out
11 years old bathin’ my old ass dad and giving him shots
wake up at 5am to take care of him
then head to catholic school where it sucks
nuns scolding me cause’ i’m lefty hand man what the f~ck
then head home, and probably fight my brother
he a lazy b~tch, and yeah he a sucker
don’t help wit dad, and he always mad
man i’ve had, enough of this sh~t
dad getting worse, he can barely see
and i’m not a f~ckin nurse, scared it’s not long
before he end up in a he~rs~, trying my best
and preparing for the worst
then one day, we at the hospital
doc see the gangrene on my dad legs, said we need to amputate
or that’s it, my dad life over
choice should be obvious, nothing to fight over
but that’s what you would think, turns out dads really stubborn
don’t wanna live if he can’t even feel the rubber
crying saying please don’t leave me and my mother
he said goodbye
{verse 2: proch}
03, i got 3 kids
but unfortunately, i had a split with their mother
one sister, and her two brothers
they all good but i pray that they don’t suffer
living my life, hope i find a new lover
but it just seems like it’s lies in this world
bout’ a decade ago i found out my mom wasn’t my real mom, info dropped like a bomb
i’m still shocked, how they hold all this back and have this expectation of me to be calm
feel so cold, dad turned out to be an assh0l~
and mom was a hoe
think her address was the road
but hey, this the makeup of my soul
manager at a dealership might think lambo or rolls, but no
nissan, not a bad job but it really takes a toll
dealing with these fake f~cks all f~ckin’ day
til’ one day, i met a sweet lady
so sweet
dark green eyes, and she wasn’t shady
who knows if it works, but maybe
1st date, she said that she want a baby
i’m thinkin’ she crazy
but i got nun, let’s just have fun
til’ one day..she tell me that we gonna have a son
she so excited, i freeze up and act like i’m delighted
how i tell my other kids?
how will the family ever be united? to what extent will i even be invited?
these the things, that is dwelling on my mind
no~one to talk to so i just disappear for some time
everyone worried but i apologize and it’s all fine, next thing i know new baby crying
love him but if i said it’s perfect i’d be lying
it’s so early but the love is fading for his mother
don’t wanna’ be around that much need a cover
how about my brother, still a dumbass that i say i need to visit
but that can’t be it, how about my mother
she old and and plus she got a sickness, dementia
i’ll drag this on for as long as i can, and lie to em both, i know that it’s cold
but i just can’t seem to give ‘em each what they need
can’t let go of this bleeding
this love and trust that i’m needing
a good partner i’m ceding to being
{verse 3: proch}
2023, it’s proch, it’s me
i fear god, now i’m on a winning spree
god told me to forgive and let it go
so i made this song to let it show
yeah, yeah i know you lied
removed me of a guide, yeah
made the fam cry, yeah
and no apologize, yeah
cause’ you filled with the pride
yeah i feel that, cause it make me who i, i
yeah, really yeah i’m tired
all those times i tried
to get it all fixed
when your stories all mixed
and act like your proud when your favorite i eclipsed
without a need for a glitch
really i pray for ya ___
i forgive you for your sins
just hope know your soul is in question
to every man and woman that is filled with hate
eating you up, when you already got a full plate
yeah, clean the plate
god tryna show you to the gate
pain is a must, might seem like a rape
how you think maria became a saint?
so when you feel bad, sit there with a straight face
without a complaint
it’s all in the name of the great
trust the almighty and believe in his fate
in your own state, or even abroad
cause’ we fear god!
{outro: alan watts}
the different points of view you get when you change your level of magnification
that is to say, you can look at something with a microscope and see it a certain way
you can look at it with a naked eye and see it a certain way
look at it with a telescope and you see it in another way
now which level of magnification is the correct one?
well obviously, they’re all correct
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