lirik lagu lil banshee - chasing after a star

[verse 1]
why do i love her don’t even know her chasing a ghost girl

just out of reach i want to grab her shoulder bring her in closer

so i can feel her heartbeat to make sure this isn’t a dream

so much sh~t that i’ve seen but this time i’m not gonna get high

i’m just gonna hold her tight

[verse 2]
why do i do this sh~t to myself pretty soon it’s not gonna end well

i can’t lie to her for long i’ve held back so many times

but were just like fire and ice ice melt into water and the oil lets

the fire bother

[verse 3]
long walks on the beach loyalty is key why am i not surprised

that she already has that i’m in a casket of love and emotion
this feels like an ocean putting all it’s wait on me

because i’ve never told her how much it hurts to care for her

emotionally and physically

[chores]
yeah i’m chasing after a star love really hurts sometimes in the best way

tell her i’m ok but that’s just a lie so she doesn’t have worry about me

i’m gonna die on the concrete with cold feet and white eyes

but it won’t be an overdose but it’s because i loved her the most

die young live life f~ck the world but love they sky i’m no longer shy

i turned myself around for her see what kind of person i am now

[verse 4]
i don’t know if i’m doing this for her or myself is my body giving up

or am i thinking to much maybe i should just shut everyone out
even my closest friends but then i can’t love again

how many times have i thinked this through f~ck it

i’m gonna send this f~ck the rules

[verse 5]
i’m all brand new with a new passion and a new crew

this is a fight i can’t lose a war against myself for my

identity who am i gonna be a lover or a loner i’m going to be a winner

nah i’m just a stupid sinner lil bow peep of the underworld

a heart for one girl

[verse 6]
all i want is to wake up next to her tell her good morning eat breakfast

pet the dog while she making me bacon

don’t have to worry about people hatin just me and her
in an apartment at only 19 now i know it not a dream

this is my new reality gotta make sure this happens

and love is not what i’m lacken cuz this time i have a real passion

i want us to have are own special show we watch on the weekend

the same one we watch as kids

i’ve never told anyone how much it hurts to care for her