
lirik lagu lil avocado - fake smile
all this time i was faking a smile
thought i was going a mile
this is the point where i felt vile
turns out i was a depressed child
i was exposed to violence at a young age
this all felt like i was on stage
where everything to me felt like a cage
as i grew up that all changed
demons started growing from my memories
a lot of people became my enemies
i never had the energy to do anything
i stood in my room most of the time
thinking everything was alright
heard yelling and screaming from the walls
tryna ignore it all
but i can’t
tears would form in my eyes
i wanna tell myself all the lies
during school i felt depressed
under a lot of stress
teachers never would’ve guessed
i was a whole mess
my mom told me
“don’t hold it inside because one day you’re gonna cry”
i was like okay, alright
everything was tumbling down around me
everything was surrounding me
didn’t know how to feel
after all this pain i felt
i want to be direct
i’ve gained a lot of respect
just know i’m keeping this real
my mind is ideal
my demon’s steering the wheel
i’m in my automobile
reflecting the trauma
i could’ve gone a
psycho, if i wanted to
i didn’t because i held it in
i don’t know if i’ll be happy
is this my finale ?
don’t worry, it won’t
i’m still here
my mom told me
“don’t hold it inside because one day you’re gonna cry”
i was like okay, alright
everything was tumbling down around me
everything was surrounding me
didn’t know how to feel
my mom told me
“don’t hold it inside because one day you’re gonna cry”
i was like okay, alright
everything was tumbling down around me
everything was surrounding me
didn’t know how to feel
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