lirik lagu legend adams - reflection & replay
[intro]
~heavy breathing~
[verse]
i haven’t seen my mother in weeks
been so long, feels like my early teens
she won’t come around, behind the scenes
i’ve seen through the lens, all lies and deceit
i wish i’d tell her that i’m sorry but i won’t think
it’s on me, words worked but now they won’t sink
we never seeing eye to eye, its a cyclops
like a high top, ‘nd n0body’s looking up to see
i haven’t seen my father in years
if he tried to make it up then he’d be battling arrears
off inflicting thoughts of pain like i’m combatting a fear
just to disappear like vincent when he slashing the ear (he left)
i don’t get why father’s gone
now i pray to god for a father bond
felt this pain since the therapy call
now i gotta slide through it like a hole in the wall
n~gga never been the one for the realness
and you muf~ckers would’ve died for you tried
if you n~ggas were me, would you ever wanna hear this?
want me to smile, nah n~gga, gotta deal with this
y’all can’t mirror this
wanna get out of this body but i’m trapped with my suture
seen 21 twice like it’s phil of the future
want me to make harmony and peace with the loser?
too black for the white kids, and too white for the blacks
too in the middle not to say i was wack
too extroverted for the introverts to show out
and too introverted for the extroverts to come back
a n~gga can’t find peace without a glare of the violence
a n~gga can’t find volumes without silence
a n~gga can’t find his sp~ce without crying
a n~gga wan’ retrograde to stay silent
got off on the wrong foot, but my steps ain’t there
the x in my dead name was emil sinclair
truth and illusions interlock but i don’t care
i’ll just sit here
i’ll just sin there
lying out my t~~th, i don’t know what i’m not
gate keeping thoughts like i’m running the clock
time moving still, n~gga, when will it stop
and when will i drop
[verse]
i’m from the type of home where i’m the man of the house
when i lost my second mother, i was drowned in that truth
when it comes to expectations, i’m the scam of a spouse
and i can’t be true to it if my pride on a noose
i’m from the type of place where i wasn’t myself
and when i finally hit it, it was too late to prove
lying to moms on evenings leaving home late at night
it was dark when i was doing this, but now i want light
there were times where i got too physical
i look back and wonder if i could’ve changed that
and all the people stare and get too cynical
but honestly, because of me, i can’t blame that
i wonder if i tried to be a better husband to my girlfriends would i still be single?
i wonder if i didn’t text them like i did then, would i put this song out as a single?
i wonder if i watched my actions from the past tense would i even really be where i am now?
i could wonder all day, but the words mean nothing ‘til a n~gga putting down what he has now
f~ck what i asked then, i don’t raise my hand since
i just join hands with friends i made amends with
x faked his death like machiavelli
and i fear him everyday but i should live with his sentence
[verse]
i haven’t seen my mother in weeks
but she comin back around unlike my early teens
i blamed her for my past problems and scenes
but ultimately i wasn’t tryna fix it in peace
wanted to tell her that i’m sorry and i can’t think
now i thank god for she is and what she can be
we never seeing eye to eye, but we cyclops
like a high~top, you just gotta look up and see
i haven’t seen my father in years
if he tried to make it up then he’d be battling arrears
off inflicting my thoughts of pain like i’m combatting a fear
just to disappear like van gogh when he slashing an ear (that’s right)
i still don’t understand why my father’s gone
i’m thanking god for a father~like father bond
from my mentors alike that i’ve grown upon
were two steps first forward like a white p~wn
and i’ve never been the one for the realness, now i step in with a smile on my face
look at my past, i don’t whine nor erase
i’m just trying to break up the cycle and wait
now it’s time apologize and make some better places
old~fashioned like a day at the races
i’m swimming in circles, but i’m never seeing faces
past never changes, make today the greatest
[outro]
on god
there you are…
~reversed audio~
~guitar solo by alex breck~
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