lirik lagu leechy boi - night paralysis
[hook:] (x2)
i lock myself in my room and i hide
and i know that i’m fine and i know that’s a lie
but i know deep down there’s a reason to why
that this pain is inside and i cry and i cry
all these nightmares that i have, yeah, they bounce around my mind
in the sunlight, yeah, they shine, but i cannot see the sky
i don’t hate living, and i don’t wanna cry
but i hate how i’m living, and i just wanna die
[verse:]
i think it’s time i fade away, my heart’s inside an 808
and everyone who instigates has made me go and drop the b-ss
i’m sleeping through the heat of day, to fight away my anxiety
the sun i fear, please go away, i want the clouds, i want the rain
i don’t want the clout, i just want the pain
i don’t want to smile, i don’t want to gain
i need a challenge, someone else to blame
someone else to fight, someone else to maim
because when i go sleep at night, my dreams are full of homicide
the demons in me, they multiply
they spread their wings, they scream, they fly
i did it, okay? and i’d do it again
i lost my family, lost my friends
i did it all just make amends
for the twisted sins of better men
i wanna go back in time, fix my mistakes
dab the tears before they form on my face
peel the labels for’ i catch a case
and fight away from this genuine rage
aand avoid all this self harm, anger, and pain
walking down the block, looking up in the rain
blood on my sleeve, stains will never wash out the same
and all the meanwhile, i’m only hearing your name
now i’m wrapped and trapped in my mind again
so i post a song up online again
autotune, just to set the mood
cause i can’t record without crying again
[bridge:] (x2)
i don’t want to play, so just bring me out my way
and just get me out my brain, just come with me and stay
but you knew i’d be afraid, don’t you want me out your way?
don’t you want me not to stay? don’t you want me in the grave?
[hook:] (x4)
i lock myself in my room and i hide
and i know that i’m fine and i know that’s a lie
but i know deep down there’s a reason to why
that this pain is inside and i cry and i cry
all these nightmares that i have, yeah, they bounce around my mind
in the sunlight, yeah, they shine, but i cannot see the sky
i don’t hate living, and i don’t wanna cry
but i hate how i’m living, and i just wanna die
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