lirik lagu lavender decline - learning my limits
[verse 1]
radio silence, you never give the time of day
i can’t confide in you, it’s a heady price i pay
k!ll me with the memory, barely even know my name
you’re not making sense to me, come back when you want to change
i can’t bear this cross every day of my sad life
and when i cross the bridge over to the great divine
i’ll remember you fondly, even with the baggage there
my words have fallen on deaf ears, even though i always cared
[chorus]
guide me through all of the vines that got tangled up
i feel like we can still shine without making love
learning my limits, l’ll keep my restraint from us
summertime hit me so hard, i felt my color rust
i’m sorry for the way i was, i didn’t know what to do
when i find my drive, oftentimes i hit a wall or two
when i get back home, i can’t promise that l’ll speak to you
i just hope you know that i’m fine, and i will get there soon
[verse 2]
times it took to circle back to what it was before i lacked
the confidence to tell you things that deeply scar my very being
i say this all to say i’m lost again, and it’s a pricey cost
to turn around and act the way they want me to, but it’s not me
they see outright, the real me doesn’t show upfront, i know you love it
in a while, i’ll be okay, but that day will not come today
tomorrow isn’t promised, so i’ll do the things i always wanted
sit, recite a lonely sonnet, then repeat it all tomorrow
problems that aren’t forward facing plague me ’til my dying day
and it’s a curse that l’ve been breathing since that cold december evening
in 2005, that night that i had made my grand arrival
everyone was happy, smiling, 19 years went by, i’m writhing
met up with my former self to tell him that i wish him well
and it won’t be this way forever, but it gets worse before better
i’m entangled in a loop that i can’t break unless i do
my very best to k!ll these demons, i’m just grateful i’m still breathing
[outro]
(so i’ll throw up my arms)
(keep my distance from you)
(’cause that’s where the pain starts)
(so what else can i do?)
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