lirik lagu lavender decline - i think i died
[verse 1: lavender decline]
you ran me dry, cut my eyes
say my prayers, it’s do or die
i think i tried ten thousand times
to make this real, forget the lies
in case we die, just know that i’ve
got no bad blood with you or them
but i think i died ’cause you’re not mine
i’m finding what you took and up i look
[chorus: lavender decline]
and there’s angels watching me, but demons chasing me
increasingly apparent that there is no saving me
the light is all i see, awake but i can’t speak
awake but i can’t move, alive and i can breathe
but therе’s demons chasing me, they grab mе by the knees
and drag me to the bottom, woke up seven layers deep
you heard me screaming in my sleep, woke up, you’re watching me
and i feel everything, and i feel everything
[verse 2: lavender decline]
and i just sit unknowingly as it takes control of me
puts its hands around my neck, the ice inside my bones runs deep
and i can barely see a thing, you took the final stab at me
and i’ve been dying silently for 19 years, been trying me
and i’ve been sitting here for all these years
just wondering when it’ll be my turn
’cause i can’t see through the smoke of the bridges l’ve burned
and i wrestle with that notion every time you tell me things i wish i didn’t have to know
[chorus: lavender decline]
’cause now there’s angels watching me, but demons chasing me
increasingly apparent that there is no saving me
the light is all i see, awake but i can’t speak
awake but i can’t move, alive and i can breathe
but there’s demons chasing me, they grab me by the knees
and drag me to the bottom, woke up seven layers deep
you heard me screaming in my sleep, woke up, you’re watching me
and i feel everything, and i feel everything
[verse 3: lavender decline & tøbias]
i kept distant, i thought this was
in the past for good, at last
respect your wishes, kept it in
just buried deep within me in the back of my head
i know i’ll reap what i have sown, dig up the seeds i hoped to grow
i’ve dug my grave, so now i might as well just lie in it, i know
but call me if you come around
you know if you go down, we both go down
[bridge: lavender decline]
they take me around again
i wish that i could start over
’cause i don’t feel l ever got closure
you rip me open as l’m
[verse 4: lavender decline & zero sugar cola]
floating from this plain
the winds of past and future fasten around my neck
they lift me up and carry me
to histories of those i never should’ve met
who do you think i am?
who do you want me to be?
i can strip and leave us blind
if it means you’ll let me be free
i can’t be an adult, don’t wanna be a teen
i’m days shy of nineteen, still bloodied from your words
eternal purgatory, the gods’ one guarantee
life and death are spinning ’round me, and i don’t know where i’ll be
[outro: lavender decline]
(i don’t know where i’ll be)
(i don’t know where l’ll be)
(i don’t know where l’ll be)
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