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i remember bein’ nine, sittin’ on the bus
afternoon light slantin’ through dusty glass
saw the pastor’s wife standin’ at the stop
thought “d~mn, that’s weird”—didn’t know i just passed my past

earlier i was on the playground
swings still movin’ when n0body pushed
felt somethin’ off in the air—couldn’t name it
just knew the world shifted, subtle but shook

didn’t know that was the prologue
didn’t know god was cuttin’ scenes that day
plot twist hit before i made it home—
grandpa died, life ain’t felt the same since that frame

house went quiet in a way sound can’t reach
like the tv was on but n0body watched
grown folks whisperin’, doors closin’ soft
i learned grief before i learned how to stop

flash forward—eleven—mom said we’re movin’ to cali
i won’t speak much, just know that sh~t cracked my spine
she tried her best but couldn’t raise me where she lived
you can love a kid and still run outta time
her friend was unstable, like clinically
no mask, no filter, just fracture on display
while other kids watched hannah montana
i was guessin’ which personality would show up that day

didn’t learn moods from cartoons or laughs
learned ’em from tone shifts, posture, eyes
learned how to read a room before math
how to stay alert just to survive

when i moved back it was dad and my aunt
she didn’t know how to raise a kid already bent
so her daughter stepped in, her friends taught lessons
discipline, man up, don’t flinch when it’s meant

they taught me how to take a shot and sit still
how to swallow fear like it’s just another burn
my first drink was everclear in a cup
she told me it was vodka, said “you’ll learn”

we called ourselves the wolfpack
kids playin’ grown before we knew what that meant
i hope one day i get the courage to make an album ’bout it
’cause i ain’t know i stepped into a cycle that never bent

like all things the wolfpack disbanded
but the warning signs were there from the start
like how hate slipped out his mouth so casually
then truth caught him playin’ a different part
back then i lived off screen~glow scars
heart still a child, just replayin’ the same scenes
scroll, detach, repeat the cycle
learnin’ how to go numb instead of say what it means

after that i learned how cruel men get
how they hurt women and act like it’s nothin’
woke up to chaos, tension in the room
control dressed up as anger, power as bluffin’

i knew enough to look away
knew enough to get us out alive
so when the line got crossed and the room snapped
i did what i had to do—and we survived

i won’t lie and say that was the last time
but he learned where the boundary stayed
some lessons only land once
some men understand strength displayed

years later, grown enough to feel the weight
family tangled in substances, spirals i couldn’t ignore
another man unravelin’ in real time
breakdowns on repeat, chaos at the door

by then i’d seen the signs before
unpredictable moods, the danger tells
i learned how to calm a storm mid~collapse
how to move through rooms where tension dwells
i learned what drugs really do to a sp~ce
how they bend time, mood, intent
not from warnings or textbooks
but from bein’ there when sh~t went left

outro

i keep my distance now, i ain’t got nothin’ nice to say
silence safer than lettin’ old anger ricochet
thought a reset would fix my life
but every restart only made it worse in time

i moved halfway ’cross the country chasin’ peace
just to get kicked out and learn place don’t equal release
that version of me died out there in the fallout
no funeral, no warning—just gone now

and outta that, cash arose
not fearless, just not scared of livin’
i can handle whatever comes with it
’cause i’ve been worse—and i know i’ll be alright in it

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