lirik lagu kxllinme - cashier confessions: shift 1
intro
pain’s everywhere
some swallow it whole
some bleed it out loud
we all got scars —
some just don’t talk
verse 1
he ain’t seem off at first — just a quiet dude, low
came in for steel reserves, maybe somethin’ to go
told the homie he looked like “that ~shining~ guy” — gave me the chills
whispered, “same fit, different store — you real?”
he lived with some rave heads, acid kids
barefoot in the drivеway, techno and wind chimes
one girl twirlеd led ropes like she summonin’ gods
another had glitter on her gums, laughin’ at the fog
said he used to roll too, but now it hit too hard
said the world got loud and his thoughts got charred
still he ain’t seem off — just a little sp~ced out
until we hired her — then the whole mask came out
we ain’t know till she told us — he called on some weird sh~t
we kicked him out the next week, she quit — couldn’t deal with the pressure this place brings
four months later, found him stiff off a cold mix
even his crew ain’t see it comin’ — life’s a slow twist
chorus
same fit, different store — my homie still on the floor
said that line like a joke, now it feel like folklore
plaid tags, dirty floors — every shift we see a ghost
some just want a little love, some just get a little too close
he ain’t die in the street, wasn’t caught in no chase
found dead at the crib, with a half~lit face
thought he had it in check, but the silence crept in
ain’t no wrap for the weight when it’s buried within
(dude)
“hey…
i know you probably think this is weird, but…
i been thinkin’ about you. like, a lot
i screenshotted that picture you posted — the red shirt
been usin’ it. not gonna lie, that sh~t kinda hurt
’cause you looked too good to be real — you know what i mean?
i be doin’ my thing to it… sorry, i’m just bein’ clean.”
(wilted hymm)
“you’re not bein’ clean — you’re bein’ disgusting
you call the store with this sh~t like it’s nothin’?
i see you creeps every shift, every aisle
grown men starin’ like they got me on trial
you think that sh~t’s a compliment? it makes my skin crawl
i smile so y’all don’t break me — that’s all
i wear baggy clothes now just to feel safe
i say ‘have a good one’ and y’all treat it like fate.”
(dude)
“nah, it ain’t like that. i’m just feelin’ alone
you the only one that talk to me, and that tone…
it’s soft. it’s warm. you ask how i been
that’s more than my own mom, more than my friends
you don’t get it — i ain’t tryna be mean
i just thought maybe you’d see me in between.”
(wilted hymm)
“that’s the f~ckin’ problem — you thought this was yours
like me bein’ kind meant i opened the door
like my job is to heal you, hold sp~ce for your l~st
i got junkies in line and managers i don’t trust
you don’t see the panic behind my laugh
you just see curves and lips and a fake~ass mask
you feel ‘safe’ with me ’cause i ain’t scream at your face
but now you callin’ talkin’ ’bout cum and grace
let me make this clear — i don’t want your love
i don’t want your guilt, your trauma, your touch
and every man that think this sh~t’s just words
needs to hear this: y’all make us feel cursed
i can’t walk home at night without keys in my fist
can’t post a photo without someone beatin’ they d~ck
and i’m tired of pretendin’ this ain’t what it is
y’all don’t want love — you want someone you can twist.”
interlude
some girls get followed home
some just get phone calls
either way, it’s still fear
dressed up in false love
chorus
same fit, different store — my homie still on the floor
said that line like a joke, now it feel like folklore
plaid tags, dirty floors — every shift we see a ghost
some just want a little love, some just get a little too close
he ain’t die in the street, wasn’t caught in no chase
found dead at the crib, with a half~lit face
thought he had it in check, but the silence crept in
ain’t no wrap for the weight when it’s buried within
verse 2
he was just a lost man, trapped between chaos and calm
a quiet ghost hauntin’ the aisles, never soundin’ alarms
lived with light shows, acid kids — a party too loud
but silence got him hard, broke the back of his crowd
first he was just a regular, buyin’ his usual sh~t
then the lines blurred, and the demons got lit
she saw through the mask, heard the sickness beneath
while i watched it all happen behind the plaid wreath
men like him overstep, overreach, don’t know the cost
turn kindness to weapons, leave a trail of the lost
we see the shadows but ignore the cracks in the floor
till it’s too late — now he’s just lore
so when you clock in, look close at the faces you see
some fit the scene, some break free
and if you hear a call that chills your bones
don’t pretend it’s nothing — it’s a story unknown
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