lirik lagu krystal evette - out of reach
(verse one)
i’m worn out and wounded, seeping into the bed
nothing but time to rethink what i said
sustained by sutures, the cuts need to close
they said maybe a month, but now i don’t know
been snipping loose ends now for a year and a half
subtracted too many, can’t redo the math
i severed an artery trimming the weeds
why did i let go of the ones that i needed
(chorus 1)
lost my two best friends that first week of october
through hating a monster, i became the ogre
projected my fears till the light bulb burnt out
yelled till my lungs bled, should have just shut my mouth
through one tainted moment, consumed by my rage
they’re closing the curtains and leaving the stage
i’m left with the chaos i alone unleashed
and, god i need help, but pushed them out of reach
(verse two)
i keep others close, but now not in distance
the few other people could call for assistance
they’re bathed in the bass to the songs brought to life
they travel the country while i sit in strife
singing to songs, dancing right through the floors
while i’m changing bandages, manage what’s torn
i could but i won’t call, won’t dampen their joy
i just sit here sobbing, mourn what i’ve destroyed
(chorus 2)
all my other best friends were on tour that october
i was off the pain pills, but was never sober
they said i shouldn’t smoke for another three months
barely made it three weeks, couldn’t handle the brunt
they live in the moment in front of the stage
have no one to tell the regret of my rage
i’m left with the chaos i alone unleashed
and, god i need help, but they’re all out of reach
(bridge)
a year has flown past, rebuilt most of the ties
they think things are fine, but i’ve been crafting lies
i act like i’m not hurt, but i fear i might die
but i won’t be a burden so i keep it inside
ev~er~y outcome that could go south went wrong
i just don’t know if i can keep masking as strong
my world’s crashing down, it feels broke past repair
they say they would be, but i don’t want them there
(outro)
for once in my life, i’m not searching for love
with all that has happened, push has come to shove
the one thing i’ve wanted since i was a child
but now i don’t want it, i’ve got myself riled
stopped chasing that dream when it became a nightmare
but didn’t think it would cause this much despair
could keep playing the game even if i get scammed
because if i don’t want love, i don’t know who i am
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