lirik lagu krystal evette - consumed
(verse one)
i’m lying awake, this insomnia
can’t find my center, find my chakras
take a hit out on myself like the mafia
need to change the conversation, pick new topics, uh
i lead the ring of my own demise
there’s not a single day i don’t feel dead inside
and if i told you that i didn’t then i told a lie
the panic might die down, but there’s repeat rise
clouds in my head carry thunderstorms
and if i bring it up, they’re walking out the door
they said they can’t handle hearing anymore
my demons loud, but you can’t hear them roar
so i’m sat alone with h~ll between my ears
i over ~n~lyze my most alarming fears
time starts to slow, has it been days or years?
wish i could drive away, but i can’t shift the gears
(chorus)
stuck hurt
inhale dirt
wasted my youth
i’m consumed
flashbacks
can’t go back
can’t undo
i’m consumed
your grand lies
behind aqua eyes
you have screws loose
was consumed
stole my soul
that was your goal
i still rue
still consumed
(verse two)
i’m curled in pain, the aftermath
i held the devil and still feel his wrath
if he knew i still hurt, i know that he’d laugh
saying “no one can live if they cross my path”
i still hate myself for all the wasted time
getting wasted now and try to chase the rhyme
but can’t find the words to cover all the crime
so i just meet the fall each time i try to climb
ripping through my waters, you’re a hurricane
you’re the lightning and you hit me in the pouring rain
and you’d never take your share, no not an ounce of blame
you said that i agreed when i would play your game
and i can’t lie, to a degree i did
but it was never played fair, couldn’t crack the grid
i’m cursing every inch of how far back i slid
while i lock my pain down so i can keep it hid
(chorus)
low self worth
i’ve unearthed
wasted my youth
i’m consumed
i catch flack
stuck in flashbacks
can’t undo
i’m consumed
hear my cries
that’s your prize
you have screws loose
was consumed
what you stole
took such tolls
i still rue
still consumed
(bridge)
still trapped in every single web you spun
whether it’s day or night, i never see the sun
like a broken record, replaying all you’ve done
the only way to end it is a loaded gun
i can’t move on, now i can barely move
it’s all down from here cuz i tried to improve
i failed cuz looking back’s all i can do
chipped my t~~th, bit more than i can chew
consumed my thoughts, you still consume my life
i self sabotage, i can’t put down the knife
cutting all the ties and tell myself it’s fine
because they’re better gone than just to hear me cry
it’s an obsession that i try but cannot kick
can’t dull it with poisons, no matter which i pick
i can’t get to the root, solve the arithmetics
the only thing i know is i’m still in the thick
(outro)
wasted my youth
i’m consumed
can’t undo
i’m consumed
you have screws loose
was consumed
i still rue
still consumed
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