lirik lagu kodeko - andrew's story
my grandma just called me a f~cking n~gga
she said there’s no thing as my mental illness
but it worsens, ’cause she said i should stop taking my medicine
and find a job like the one my cousin chet was in
manic, but not in the murderer kind of way
depressed ’cause it’s hard to explain that i’m going through some things
lost, ’cause everybody that i love has got away
and i get it, ’cause there is a fiend inside my brain
one day a friend of mine asked me:
“why you look so tired fam’?”
i repliеd “kinda cliché, i know, but you wouldn’t understand”
and that’s my answer, i give it all thе time
thoughts of suicide, yeah, i got ’em
but, oh well, i think everybody got problems
stealing granny’s cigs, smoking the pain away
these choices are finna catch up on me one day
and one day, twelve hours talking nonsense
in my friends’ group chat
i felt so embarassed, couldn’t take that sh~t back
so embarassed, in fact, that i’ve buried myself in s~x
never felt alone like that
i guess the only place b~tches matter is in bed
and it’s hard to live when i don’t know if people be being nice
or if they real like i see it
my feelings? my thoughts? hard to solve ’em
but, oh well, everybody got problems
people look at me with different eyes
my words don’t match what i wanna say
burying myself in drinking, thinking that that’s nice
these choices are finna catch up on me one day
finally cried, first time in years
drunk, lonely, they don’t see me how i see it
and okay, maybe a jobless, mentally ill 17~year old’s
not the best image to have
but it’s funny how n0body talks about that
when i have a gun pointed to my head
a cop’s son, that’s where i got the confidence from
to pull the trigger, my father no longer have a son
suicide, with no note
left a family even more broken
maybe the pain i’ve felt didn’t disappear
it just passed to the people that did see it
apparently these things can’t be solved with belief
maybe i’m egotistic, left my family to the grief
and i can’t believe, cousin chet made the same choice as me
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