lirik lagu kessyel ken - conflicted
[intro]
i’ve been going through something
feelin’ something
conflicted with one’s self
runnin’ away from my problems
eatin’ me alive, shredding me to pieces
contradicted myself, inflicted myself
infected myself with the lies and the hate i carry
[verse 1]
runnin’ away from my problems, time passin’ by
too old for this sh~t i’m a millennium
a million lies i told to protect myself
i ain’t ever sleep well, voices in my head tellin’ me to hate myself
i can’t ever be nothin’, now that’s a f~cking liе
people i betrayеd and hurt, justifying my own actions even though they ain’t right
karma catching up to me
hold myself accountable, i can’t do the extra math it’s too much
tried too much to make it work, i done did the extra work
an extrovert~introvert
facing my problems with a smile
deep inside, wish i could revert to the good times
[chorus]
i need somebody, something’s catchin’ up to me
runnin’ way from it, it’s holdin’ on to me
what do you need from me?
do you need my love?
can’t give none of that, way too empty
pushing you away from me, i know you love me still
push everybody away, the doors right there, don’t pull
i know you love and care for me, but i’m runnin’ away
[verse 2]
i’m always hypocritical, known fact
all my actions always critical
criticize myself for who i am
i’m always conflicted
don’t know what to decide, what to do
heart and mind racin’, nothing changing
nothing in my heart, it’s feeling empty
i’ve tried to change, it’s never enough
yeah, yeah i know i’m always on your mind
what i’ve done and what i’ve said it never ended well
[chorus]
i need somebody, something’s catchin’ up to me
runnin’ way from it, it’s holdin’ on to me
what do you need from me?
do you need my love?
can’t give none of that, way too empty
pushing you away from me, i know you love me still
push everybody away, the doors right there, don’t pull
i know you love and care for me, but i’m runnin’ away
[outro: final act]
take my life away i don’t need it
keep runnin’ from things but what’s chasin’ me
i’m a f~ckin’ mess, i need to make amends
take responsibility, accountability, it doesn’t matter
what’s done is done, no forgiveness
done did the damage, but still, i’m really sorry
lost in my own self, still trying to find my own self
love my own self, still keep fighting, verge of giving
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