lirik lagu kalemgr - confession
confessions to my shrink
losing helped me learn to win
trying to swallow all my pride
it′s a bigger pill than you think
wash it down with a drink
i was watching from the outside
i couldn’t wait to get inside
but it ain′t the same now i’m in
lately i’ve been stressed, i need to address
all of this sh~t on my head
i′ve been oppressed by the sense of failure
and deep down it makes me depressed
i still smile to the world but my mental health really is being suppressed
behind my smile is something vile and i need to dissect
get to the root of all evil
to all of my people
yes, i wish you the best
i got so much hate and i′m to blame
but i wanna take it out on the rest
so i hide it
deep down like i’m diving
trying to swim in no breath
denial′s what i’m swimming in length
that′s why my writing’s deeper in depth
it′s me, myself, and i, i detest
every day that i wake up
i wash my face up
and face up straight into the mirror
i feel like screaming i hate us
i waste money on trainers
i must be brainless
kalem, i wish you the best
issues in my head
and they come like phlegm
better get that sh~t off my chest
confessions to my shrink
losing helped me learn to win
trying to swallow all my pride
it’s a bigger pill than you think
wash it down with a drink
i was watching from the outside
i couldn’t wait to get inside
but it ain′t the same now i′m in
there’s no doubt i′m blessed but lazy
mixed with stress and crazy
with depression? maybe
i got health, disbelief in myself is what fazed me
i convinced myself that i had enemies when no one around me hates me
coz really, i don’t rate me
a selfish, immature baby
look up what the h~ll i′ve become
i’m too busy hating myself right now
for me to be helping my mum
but mother, i love you dearly
yours sincerely
kalem, your son
and plus, my grandad died too
i can see my gran trying to brave it
i can see the tears run down her eyes
as the lord come to take him
our merciful father, love thy martyr
and give her strength till her day ends
you can even take power from me
oh please
just give her strength as she ages
and lead her from temptations
along with family and friends
you can take me, just don′t take them
confessions to my shrink
losing helped me learn to win
trying to swallow all my pride
it’s a bigger pill than you think
wash it down with a drink
i was watching from the outside
i couldn’t wait to get inside
but it ain′t the same now i′m in
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