lirik lagu kala - myself to blame
[intro]
i lost a brother to the pills but i still bounced back
beat down to the floor, still bounced back
homie’s got a house in the hills how bout that
all my friends all around on the up
but i’m still in my head feeling stuck
[chorus]
i barely feel like i’m alive
and it’s not that i don’t try to make things better all the time
it’s like there’s someone else inside
[verse 1]
in this glass box feelin like i can’t break out
truth is i don’t really know myself
i’m blackpilled feelin so checked out
every f~ckin’ day is the same
cause i been stuck in this cycle with my anxiety brain
but i been exercising, meditating every day
and i been hoping that i won’t always be feeling this way
and i think that out there, there’s a place for me
but right now…
[chorus]
i barely feel like i’m alive
and it’s not that i don’t try to make things better all the time
it’s like there’s someone else inside
breaking me down
(i drown myself in the shame cause i only got myself to blame)
breaking me down
but i only got myself to blame
[verse 2]
i’ll never be quite who you want
cptsd’s not my fault
it’s hard to see these things when i get so f~cked up
the truth is that i hate myself
your drug addicted abuse left me abandoned
cast me away
it’s all the same
it’s all the same
[chorus]
i barely feel like i’m alive
and it’s not that i don’t try to make things better all the time
it’s like there’s someone else inside
breaking me down
(i drown myself in the shame cause i only got myself to blame)
breaking me down
but i only got myself to blame
[breakdown]
f~cking stay away from me
you want the real me but i’m so sick of myself
[bridge]
i barely feel like i’m alive
i barely feel like i’m alive
i try so hard to fix my mind
don’t want these thoughts of suicide
i just gotta get through today
will it ever change?
[chorus]
i barely feel like i’m alive
and it’s not that i don’t try to make things better all the time
it’s like there’s someone else inside
breaking me down
(i drown myself in the shame cause i only got myself to blame)
breaking me down
(i drown myself in the shame cause i only got myself to blame)
but i only got myself to blame
[outro]
i lost a brother to the pills but i still bounced back
(but i’ve only got myself to blame)
beat down to the floor, still bounced back
yeah i’ve only got myself to blame
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