
lirik lagu kaiixen - chxking remix
i’m awake at night
im way too tired but i cannot sleep
drowning in my thoughts of what i was
and all i do is weep
image of myself is so distorted
d~mn i hate that creep
he tells me that i’m nothing
it’s the end for me cause i’m so weak
maybe if i ran away that time
i’d probably be with her today
i’d probably be myself again
i’d never have to feel this way
i lay in bed all night and contemplate all my mistakes
i think about all my regrets and sh~t that i can never change
i’m made sacrifices i regret cause it ain’t brought me sh~t
instead it brought me pain that i had no choice but to take it in
my starеs are cold, my heart is frozen
thеy all see i’m caving in
but noone gives a f~ck cause they all tell me i’m a b~st~rd kid
many came and left cause they all see that i have nothing left
my selflessness created selfishness cause they all hated it
i’m drowning in my thoughts again
they pushed me right up till the edge
i’m living on the f~cking brink
i’m choking as i f~cking sink
maybe i’m supposed to fall
maybe i don’t need this life at all
cause everything i gained
i lost in a fire of those with selfish heart
he who clipped my wings
stares at me with a smile up on his face
i’m supposed to fall
maybe i’m supposed to fall
not all creatures existing has a purpose
some are might beings due to natural order
some are weaklings for the same reason
anyone that solely believes that we all serve a purpose is highly delusional as the reality of it all is natural selection
maybe i’m just a soul who’s reason of existing is to fall
but that doesn’t mean i’ll lie to myself and convince myself that my existence has meaning
maybe for you that’s what brings you happiness and satisfaction
but at the end of the day
we all have to wake up
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