lirik lagu k1ll m1 3m0t10n5 - p1ll0w t6lk
verse 1:
love me or leave me
it all feels the same
f-ck me or punch me
it all ends in pain
all i got is a hollow past and bad decisions to blame
for what the f-ck i go through every single day
imagine everything you’ve been through and living it again
this is what happens to me every time i wake
so know if you find a lead bullet in my brain
it’s okay, babe, it wasn’t a mistake
i’m sorry i’m saying this over the phone now…
but babe i need, i need you close now…
i’m sorry i just f-ck you now to drown the f-cking pain out
these meds just don’t get me high the same now
i hate to disappoint you, one day i hope to make you proud
but for now please come back to the house and scream my name loud
as i lay you down and eat your f-cking p-ssy out
you grab my hair and push me further down
this isn’t for pleasure
this is for pressure
intentionally use you i would f-cking never
but this is the only time i feel we’re really together
as f-cked up as it is, i just don’t know any better
i know one of these days, i’ll come home to an empty dresser
you wouldn’t even have to say a word of any measure
the voices in my head have already done the lecture
chorus:
you keep on asking if i’m leaving
baby, on my mind that is the last thing
i’m just in pain, baby i’m hurting
i just need your help to numb this feeling
you keep on asking if i’m leaving
baby, on my mind that is the last thing
i’m just in pain, baby i’m hurting
i just need your help to numb this feeling
verse 2:
i wish i didn’t give, ah, mother f-cking sh-t, yuh
i’m her f-cking daddy, but she treats me like a kid, f-ck
i wanna be alone, but i, don’t want to be alone
i’m so bipolar i wish i was mother f-cking stoned, uh
i’ve been upstate, haven’t called my father in months, but
i’m kinda glad i don’t, ya, i’m kinda glad i don’t
because he never understands me and the times that i am low
liven with my f-cking girl, around her parents i drone
what am i supposed to say? hi! my names f-cking emotions
i make your daughter cry every night that i lose focus
i’d never hit my baby girl but i know that i’m destructive
she listens to me put myself down and say i’m f-cking nothing
so she tries to be seductive in hopes that i’d change something
but she became my drug and, her p-ssys got me around her thumb
i wish i could change
i wish that i could make it
buy my girl a f-cking ring
and purpose upon a sp-ceship but right now
i’m lucky
if i can get her a band that even fits!
that even fits!
i feel like a piece of sh-t, yeah
i feel like a piece of sh-t
would she be better off if i f-cking slit my wrists?
i took a lot of meds, i’ll f-cking admit it
i am seeing stars, baby, i am seeing stars
maybe if i’m lucky i’ll get hit by a f-cking car
chorus:
she keeps asking if i’m f-cking leaving
baby, on my mind that is the last thing
i’m just in pain, baby i’m sorry that i’m hurting
i just need your help to help me numb this feeling
she keeps asking if i’m f-cking leaving
baby, on my mind that is the last thing
i’m just in pain, baby, i’m sorry that i’m hurting
i just need your help to help me numb this feeling
numb this feeling x2
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