lirik lagu k-odd-ik - i'm killing myself
[hook:]
i’m k!lling myself slowly
i let my past control me
n0body truly knows me
sanity hanging by a thread, i’ll wind up dead
deteriorating
weary of everything
[verse 1:]
i remember waking in a puddle of sweat
drowning in 80 proof liquor that is up to my neck
i won’t stop, it’s never enough till i’m dead
rotting on this spinning rock of pain, destruction and death
my being withering, heart cold, soul shivering
a lot of things i really have trouble remembering
until i’m sober, i try to block out this trauma
only way to do that is drinking rum like it’s water
i done put it down, and it’s for good this time
i step out in my front lawn and take a look at the sky
cause life’s beautiful and so rare and precious
yet you drink it all away, think you can spare the seconds
you don’t care where it’s headed? get your life back
lost control of the wheel, your life’s been high jacked
another day gone, another lonely night passed
all alone and scared i’m gonna die like that
[hook:]
i’m k!lling myself slowly
i let my past control me
n0body truly knows me
sanity hanging by a thread, i’ll wind up dead
deteriorating
weary of everything
[verse 2:]
look in the mirror kurt, that’s who you bet your life on
so just shut the f~ck up work harder and get your grind on
you sunk them t~~th in your heart, you’re the python
the past is the past, let these bygones be bygones
why do you lie to yourself? try to hide from yourself?
you keep this up and i can promise you gon die by yourself
put on facades but deep down you’re crying for help
i gave my heart and soul to this, yeah, i tried and i failed
don’t think i’m cut out for this, doubt i drown in it
i’ve ran out of bliss, these knives i pound them in
my own spine my truest feelings leaking out the pen
make sure i drown in sorrow, ain’t allowed to swim
i’ve been lost since an adolescent
sick of being sad, i wanna feel some effervescence
my heart’s cut out and worn, it’s been slashed in sections
i just wanna feel some freedom, pain is never ending
[hook:]
i’m k!lling myself slowly
i let my past control me
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