lirik lagu jws. (jakob shaninghouse) - hard on myself
[verse 1]
i remember when we were little kids
stupid laughs, playing tag, middle school gossip
back then there was nothing at stake
but that was before the 7th grade
teenage years i’m discovering myself
liking boys but they say i’ll go to h~ll
feels like i never got the chance to see
how life was supposed to truly be
[pre~chorus 1]
i’m haunted by what ifs
making love to my demons
[chorus]
they say i’m hard on myself but it’s way too hard to tell
they think they know me so well
they don’t know i’m going crazy now, crazy now
stuck in a world where i fight myself
was so easy to pretend that i don’t hang by a thread
and now i’m hurting my friends
they know that i’m going crazy now, crazy now
if all i have in the end is myself, i’m getting better
[verse 2]
now i’m older and time just won’t slow down
finding ways to be sober without freaking out
the doctor fills my prescription of prozac
doesn’t stop me from finishing the glass
blacking out now there’s flashes in my head
another morning that i’ll begin to dread
hurting you is my biggest regret
if i don’t stop now, will this ever end?
[pre~chorus 2]
if you pushed me aside
it may be the best decision you make in your life
[chorus]
they say i’m hard on myself but it’s way too hard to tell
they think they know me so well
they don’t know i’m going crazy now, crazy now
stuck in a world where i fight myself
was so easy to pretend that i don’t hang by a thread
and now i’m hurting my friends
they know that i’m going crazy now, crazy now
if all i have in the end is myself, i’m getting better
[bridge]
i’m stuck on what i should do
feels like a screw has come loose
been smoking, drinking, s~xing, eating to just get through
wish i could get out of bed, and start to live out my head
throw out the guilt that i’ve bled
[chorus]
they say i’m hard on myself but it’s way too hard to tell
they think they know me so well
they don’t know i’m going crazy now, crazy now
stuck in a world where i fight myself
was so easy to pretend that i don’t hang by a thread
and now i’m hurting my friends
they know that i’m going crazy now, crazy now
if all i have in the end is myself, i’m getting better
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