lirik lagu joshua hughes (2024) - a memoir of a lost man
but i’ll still never forget
that life when you were mine
not even a few months
kissing him at the mall
with my own d~mn friend
3 months after the fall
two times since november
that you stole my own friends
made them into your own
and had no regrets until the end
and i should’ve been prepared for this
but i didn’t have a plan
but i guess now that you’re here
you can hear
a memoir of a lost man
lost in the visions
of those knife~deep incisions
“i mean why would you like me?”
“do i come off too needy?”
“did you think i was too dumb”
“or do you just hate me?”
“i mean i can think of some dumb things,”
that i said in the past,“
“but did that have to mean
that me and you couldn’t last.”
you always told me i was smart
thought you meant that in your heart
you played a clever little scheme
fit perfectly in your theme
i’m not the man you think i am
never abandoned my own plan
just so you can read everything i am
in a memoir of a lost man
you took my heart and ripped it apart
should i have known you would’ve done this from the start?
is there a way for me to be a better man?
or are you gonna sit there and destroy all that i am?
bet you liked it when the knife cut me deep
because i’m sure i was just another one of your lost and misled sheep
i’m not saying that i was perfect with no mistakes
but that doesn’t discount the stuff you did to my face
every little thing i did, you would always get so mad
even if i was feeling depressed or just a little bit sad
and i know i could’ve said all this but i thought you’d understand
that’s why i’m writing this so you can see
what’s in a memoir of a lost man
so before you just assume that i’m salty about the past
maybe you should know that my broken thoughts can last
i have moved on for what i assume is the most part
and i have picked up and put back my own d~mn heart
i don’t want to make you look like a villain
when for 6 months we were chilling
i made a lot of really dumb mistakes too
but i don’t know how that compared to what i’ve seen you do
sure i might’ve reacted on several occasions wrong
but how would you have reacted to a bomb?
so before you go and leave me as a broken, godforsaken man
thank you for reading a memoir of a lost man
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