lirik lagu jordan d. mitchell - the death of aunty mary
[verse 1]
it ain’t been the same since you left, i’m talking before the car crash
you daughter was abused and weeped, i don’t know if you known that
i was confused and stressed, i ain’t know that you did crack
and heroin needle with your sun, i think the light will shun
we know addiction a b~tch tears the family apart
you used to tell me keep my head up cuz understand when you fall
you find a reason to resolve the conflict that you caused
i just wish i told you thank you before you went to god
i’ve grown i’ve grown i’ve changed i’ve changed
yet i still don’t have the courage to see cousin face to face
i left for college and b~tches, this made me keep the distance
but i keep pointing blame although i’m in a room full of mirrors
janezauh, christian and i would play as you got high
i saw the needles but you told me it was your medication
devastated to tell us that devil crept in and made it
kelly drive late at night them drugs made us hate you
but we in church on sundays, san jose with the family
bbqs and child’s play, how many year were you sober
cuz i know you died homeless, housing was the car that tipped over
and you hidden for years, mama called we never had closure
i cherish all that you gave me, even though you ain’t healthy
i know my cousin she miss me, i f~cked up and went missing
i didn’t answer her calls, but i cried in thinking about this feeling
emptiness and bitterness that life is something that we’re leasing
missing the funeral for a bag, i feel f~cking pathetic
if i had a million dollars, we’d medicate your addictions
like white kids no convictions, swear to god i’m so livid
aunty ain’t deserve death, you better cherish what left
just know aunty mary that we gon’ be fine
i got high ambitions, success is all i climb
i got love for all my family no one left behind
and i put that on my grave, giving my vision my life
im not religious but i know you watching us from the ceiling
and know we see you smiling when it’s the stars we reaching
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