
lirik lagu john wells - eczema (maybe there is?) - bonus track
[intro]
woah woah
[verse 1]
it’s bumps forming on my hands
i’m in my girl home helping her with her homework
i’m about to drive home, so i gotta make sure my phone work
it’s a 40~minute drive, and i expect them to be wildin’
and i’m knowin’ it’s people dying ‘cause it’s the 4th of july
but i just gotta make it home
my hands itchin’ like a motherf~cker
so if i make it there, i’ma smoke
i got the gloves—rubber
so that i ain’t itchin’ ’em the whole way (whole way)
and i had to write something just to focus
all the police all over the place
soon as i hit the corner with like 50 kids
standing in the crowd, looking towards them
and i’m staring like a foreigner as i pass
and i really kind of am, because i’m not from over west
wondering what was going on, and i was not feeling the best
and i’m knowing that death come at a time you couldn’t have guessed
and that’s my thought process as i drive 695
with my hands itching to death ‘cause i’m stressed and afraid to die
but life been h~lla hard lately, but i still want to survive
i’m burning the world of pain down on this 4th of july
[verse 2]
i’m two days away from my father’s time
and that forced me to cry
but i got so numb to this sh~t
that that last line was a lie
if i’m alive july 6th, you gonna see that sh~t in my eyes
i was burning a world of pain down on this 4th of july
the light just went out as i’m driving down the street that i stay on
and four of my closest friends knowing i’m ready to do on
the radar—500,000 people heard one of my songs on spotify
but somehow only i can see the pain inside my mama eyes
sh~t, that look’ll make me feel like someone gotta die quick
’cause i been h~lla cautious since my papa died
[verse 3]
some things i never talk about
thoughts that i’m the last one that’s alive
and in the dreams that i had—k!lled him in my mind
and i had never realized that it was him until he died
and then i wake up, sweat drenching the bed and burning up my eyes
and that’s the thoughts that fill my head as i’m sitting inside my ride
when i’m right outside of the crib where we had lived both of our lives
i probably won’t ever get over it—i grow with it with time
and i’m so glad i made it home
but still i think that i can die
with this eczema on my hands that i get when i get anxiety
somebody tried to break inside my house when i was inside of it
that sh~t’ll get so bad sometimes i gotta go to the hospital
[verse 4]
my therapist said something i used to say would put my mind at ease
i’m scared to death i hit some sh~t with coke in it
when i was 16, i seen my dad chase the high when we start to feel obsolete
i really never seen myself as someone that get high
but according to how my hands lookin’ right now—i probably gotta be
so when i walk inside the house right now, i probably cry
go downstairs and grab the pack and the flame and then go outside
and i’m jumping at the fireworks as they light up the skies
i’m burning the world of pain down on this 4th of july
i used to have a fear that i was gonna die from homicide
but at this point i’d be relieved to see my dog from all this time
and even though i’m so removed from the thought that i wanna die
i’m burning the world of pain down on this 4th of july
on this 4th of july
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