lirik lagu jnoyz - screw up(prod. seriousbeats)
[verse 1]
i’m a screw up, i don’t know if you knew that
but now that you know that i am, am i really stupid
i need a lot of help, but i still refuse it
i claim to follow god, but sin i’m still choosing
i’ve got problems with my eyes, problems with my heart
and don’t you try to say, that it is alright
cause i know it ain’t, what you saying that for
it ain’t always good, if it is the norm
i believe god will forgive, but no excuses
will clean me up from this secret sin i’m using
to try to feel better bout my situation
i shoot myself in the foot with this abomination
i gotta gouge my eyes out, i wish i could
but that wouldn’t stop my heart, it’s in that mood
that it is a stupid rebel, against my wants
all of my desires, it twists and curves
until i get lost in a lady’s curves
it gets stuck on my mind, ironed on my nerves
and that is just the start of my rabbit trail
i don’t really want you to see what’s down there
[chorus]
oh, god will you take a screw up
i’ve tried way too hard, and i’m still losing
i’ve tried everything, but i plunge to the floor
i am falling down, i can’t fight anymore
oh, how can you use me, when i am messed up
got all these secret sins that i gotta hide
i guess i don’t want to lose my high
even a screwup gotta look to the sky
[verse 2]
just now that it ain’t good, listen to my cry
or i guess you don’t have to, so don’t even try
i don’t get why anybody wants to be round me
when i have all these chains grabbing hold around me
i live like a fake, i’m a living fake
i just wanna pin my heart with a stake
and now you maybe saying i have gone too far
nothing is too far, when you live with scars
i can’t even leave a foothold, satan can’t get in
but he already has, here i drown again
ever since i’ve started, i haven’t been the same
the devil’s having fun with me playing this game
i opened a can that i never should have opened
and now all i can do is try to do some coping
but i don’t even know how to get out of this trap
all i know i can’t do it by my selfish self
[chorus]
oh, god will you take a screw up
i’ve tried way too hard, and i’m still losing
i’ve tried everything, but i plunge to the floor
i am falling down, i can’t fight anymore
oh, how can you use me, when i am messed up
got all these secret sins that i gotta hide
i guess i don’t want to lose my high
even a screwup gotta look to the sky
[verse 3]
i’m a screwup, or should i say, i screwed up
i know my identity is not based off of this life
it’s based on the next, but it is so hard to wait
especially when i feel like i am some bait
for the lion, who is the devil
he sure likes to play around, fill me with evil
and then watch me squirm cause i cannot break free
god you need to come clean inside of me
i know that it will hurt like alcohol on a cut
but i know you’ve gotta cleanse the entirety of my heart
test me and try to see the evil in me
please forgive all of my iniquity
i ain’t no david, and i ain’t no moses
and i know that life ain’t all peaches and roses
but i believe you will give me the strength that i need
i maybe a screwup, but i’ve been redeemed
[chorus]
oh, god will you take a screw up
i’ve tried way too hard, and i’m still losing
i’ve tried everything, but i plunge to the floor
i am falling down, i can’t fight anymore
oh, how can you use me, when i am messed up
got all these secret sins that i gotta hide
i guess i don’t want to lose my high
even a screwup gotta look to the sky
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