lirik lagu jewlz - my time
[verse]
i see my mama cryin’, but i can not wipe those tears
i spent my days lyin’, & i can not hide those years
back, when i was only just a youngin’, i ain’t know too much
& mama told me “love the people around you but don’t show too much”
love will get you k!lled, emotions only hold you back
feel so alone in a room full of people, remember when i told you that?
back when my confessions were screaming to see the light
go through enough sh-t during the day, & now i can’t wait to see the night
i wanna just get away from all this bullsh-t get my thoughts back in my head
i’m f-cking tired.. sometimes i just, wanna get back in bed
& just say “f-ck this.. f-ck you.. f-ck them.. f-ck me”
but until one day deep in my heart i felt somethin’ struck me
it told me “music is your destiny remember why you do this
if you give up now that’s foolish, all your efforts would be useless
& the people.. you would disappoint them all cuz of your selfish act”
but they don’t know that all i’m going through, i just want myself back
back to the person that i used to know, before the big studio
before i put my name on the paper with pmg, before rappin’ was cool to those
thinkin that they could do what i do, but i do it better, put my heart in every word & every single letter
when i think about the rappers in my city whoever did it like me in the past, that answer’s never
i fully accept the pressure that my city gave me
sh-t they raised me since i was a f-ckin’ baby
remember when i first came out god d-mn my city hate me
but all the hate i f-ckin’ went through is what really made me
i’m thinkin’ bout all the b-tches that played me
but who cares about the past, the what if’s & the maybe’s
because i’ve been through this my whole entire life
& to this day i still ain’t ever met a b-tch i’d make my wife
i ain’t focused on the sh-t that ain’t gon’ help me with my future
i ain’t focused on the b-tches that treated me like a loser
i ain’t focused on the n-ggas who told me i couldn’t spit
i ain’t focused on the critics who told me that i ain’t sh-t
i ain’t focused on the people who told me that i’m a failure
i’m focused on the people i know will always be there
i’m thankful for every fan that i get, every play they give me
so when i’m flyin’ to the top i’m takin’ everyone wit me
i put my heart in what i do, & i do this for you
you’re not alone because i’ve been through everything you’ve been through
i’ve dealt wit heartbreaks, heartaches, pain & abuse
i still got scars all on my body i figure f-ck is the use
remember the day they took my grandma to the hospital
went through the whole day felt like there’s no one for me to talk to
& when she p-ssed away i felt my heart inside my stomach
mama tellin’ me this like i was gonna be able to control it
i didn’t wanna make more music, i fell into depression
walkin’ by my grandma’s room not seeing her man i was stressin’
i figure that her p-ssing was a giant lesson
till my mama said “since you came in her life, you’ve been a blessin'”
i don’t do this cuz it’s cool, i don’t do this for the fame
i don’t do this for the b-tches i don’t care if you know my name
i do this cuz i’m meant to do it.. i’m meant to spit the truth
f-ck a hook, my music’s meant to spit to you
so when you put my music in your ears i hope i’m gettin’ through
& i hope my message is important when you let the truth
sink in your heart, no sugar coatin’ i’m givin’ you proof
& i got these rappers shook they scared to let me in a booth
cuz i got a talent that you rappers can’t manage nor even balance
got the whole world on my shoulders come f-ck wit me atlas
cuz i lost my mind you couldn’t map it but every song is a tragic
murder scene cuz the rapper on it wit the beat i had stabbed it
i’m k!llin’ everything… & i’m just gettin’ warmed up
leavin’ studios torn up, when i’m wit my crew you’ll know it’s us
cuz i do it for the people that be ridin’ wit me
cuz the people that i’m livin’ for all gon’ be dyin’ wit me
[outro verse]
f-ck it all if this industry gon’ change me
it didn’t raise me it was me who had created me
promised my fans i will remain me
so along the road when you ask me i’ll tell you that i’m still the same me
i don’t care if the radio never plays me
i wanna keep my soul, you’ll never blame me
the perfect picture the people will all portray me
so when the people ask who is the prodigy, they’ll say me
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