
lirik lagu jeremiah fauntleroy - s.n.h. / p.t.b.d.
[part 1: s.n.h. (sad n~gga hours)]
[verse 1]
7 in the morning, and i’m thinking about you
thinking about what am i gonna do!
tried to make time & plans for you
but it’s almost like, you don’t even care… or maybe you do!
at least not just as much as i do
i’ll make a way out of the desert, just to see you come through!
would you ever come through for me!?
or am i the only one that would do any & everything just to come see you!
trying my hardest to make some time
would you do the same, or am i just wasting your time!
h~ll, maybe i’m wasting my own time, writing this song about you
(when prolly!)
you may not even care or think i’m just dramatic, & overeacting!
[interlude]
f~ck it, imma just go!
[verse 2]
spent all day just thinking about your face
wondering when imma ever see it!
wondering if we’re ever gonna be sh~t
or is this just gonna be another one~sided, toxic, short~lived, bullsh~t relationship!
which by the way, if that’s the case, that’s all because of you!
because i would do almost anything for you
i only what nothing but the best for you!
[interlude]
notice how i said, “almost anything” & not just “anything”
cause there’s just some things that i wouldn’t do, point~blank~peroid!
but it’s only a few! (anyway!)
[verse 3]
i would never ever try to hurt you…
unless you hurt me first, and i’m don’t mean emotionally or mentally
but physically, because i’m not gonna let no woman put her hands on me!
been through that enough!
been through enough bullsh~t from women
are you different or are you just like the rest of ’em?
will you ever put the same d~mn effort in? (like i am!?)
will you ever understand my feelings?
or you gaslight, ignore, and/or dismiss it
will you love me how i wanna be loved
spend any money on me
be there for me
maybe, just maybe, make & spend some time with me
or no, is it all about you, what you want, what you desire, what you feel
if i was drowning, would you even try to help me out
try to get me out
or will you let me drown till i sink
cause i’m a man and i’m supposed to man up & take it!? (no diddy!)
(it’s only a matter of time before i break!)
oh wait, just found out you played me!
betrayed me, led me on
but you talking about you only played along, like that’s still wrong!
gotd~mn, it’s always the girls with the prettiest face!
wish i could erase you from my memory!
can’t believe i tried to make time for you!
can’t believe i vented my feelings to you!
got me feeling embrassed & ashamed
crazy how you did all that with no shame!
make me not wanna do this no more
now you got me thinking were we ever really a actual couple
especially due to the fact, that you said that you just wanted to be friends
but i caught feelings for you, and you just played along!
when you could’ve just said that from the very start!
instead of wasting my time & my mind on you!
but i can’t really put all the blame on you
i’m wrong for trying to get back with you
you’re wrong for leading me on and making me feel like you actually cared
when you never really cared like that at all!
guess you just liked the attention & validation
cause i was one of your many options!
but it’s ok, may god bless you! (but respecfully it’s f~ck you!)
[refrain]
(sad n~gga hours!)
(sad n~gga hours!)
(sad n~gga hours!)
(sad n~gga hours!)
(shaking my d~mn head~)
[part 2: p.t.b.d. (post~traumatic b~tch disorder]
[verse]
gotd~mn, i’m so tired of these b~tches!
so tired of giving my all to these women only to get f~cked over & betrayed!
feel like i’ve been through this 1000 times
feel like a veteran! (no disrespect to the military veterans)
now i don’t know who viewing this
but dear future girlfriend, if you’re listening or reading this:
i hope you treat me better & you’re different than these other women
i just pray & hope you won’t hurt me, play me, betray me or neglect me
really hope you appreciate me & love me like i wanna be loved
cause n~ggas need love too
yeah, men need love too!
i need your love, kindness, effort, loyalty, affection, time & reassurance
cause i reassure you, that i will never treat you like you’re unimportant
or like you’re just another option in my dm’s
i hope you feel the same way
please forgive me, i’m sorry that i’m this way
f~ck p.t.s.d, i got p.t.b.d
post~traumatic b~tch disorder
i’ve been hurt & f~cked up by too many b~tches~ i mean women
that broke me & put me in a dark place!
guess it wasn’t meant to be!
guess these women don’t deserve me, don’t deserve my love!
cause the things i’d do & have done for woman that i love… it’s crazy!!
i would move mountains & everything else, just so you could be happy!
love is like a contract
thought i would get a good record deal
but it always ends up a 360!
i love, put effort, overthink, get hurt & the cycle continues!
but i don’t wanna do this anymore
still have hope for true love
but i feel like i wanna turn cold as ice
and keep my guard up, till otherwise!
cause i can’t afford to go through this bullsh~t again
what if she’s telling all our business to her friends!
sh~t make you not wanna trust a woman ever again!
i see why nice guys finish last
i see why some good hearts, turn cold fast! (ohh!)
[refrain]
(p.t.b.d!)
(p.t.b.d!)
[outro]
(post traumatic b~tch disorder!)
(how did we go from love & harmony, to chaos & disorder!?)
(post traumatic b~tch disorder!)
(how did we go from love & harmony, to chaos & disorder!?)
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