lirik lagu jay deprimido - suicidal pt.2
[intro]
f-ck life, i been through alotta sh-t
it’s f-ckin hard to tha point where i just wanna quit
f-ck boys always breakin girls hearts
and girls havin s-x in tha back seat of a car
i swear man, i was born at tha wrong time
i need blessins help me lord yeah i want mine
d-mn man, my life goin down
sometimes i seem happy but
[verse 1]
f-ck life yeah i’m real suicidal
sometimes i lack faith and depression is my rival
i can neva breathe cause anxiety won’t let me
sometimes i hear voices and tha pain keeps filling
people bring me down cause i used to be an addict
i drunk alotta liquor but the people kept laughin
they told me i was nothin and my raps were to
i try to make music people can relate to
but, they wanna listen to these wanna be rappers
i’m stickin to my p-ssion like a now-a-later wrapper
imagine bein scared to try an trust another person
and givin all your love just to question if it’s worth it
i’m sick of livin poorly and beggin for some stuff
i work a 9 to 5 but it’s still not enough
what’s tha point of livin when all you know is pain
dead or alive yeah the sh-t still tha same
[verse 2]
people talk and i really let it get to me
tha only way i can cope is wit this hennessy
i live life but it’s still not good enough
will i eva meet tha one and find real love
pain took away my p-ssion for my ex
livin in a bubble full of lies and regret
haters say i’m fake and will truly neva make it
i’m speakin through this music like what tha f-ck you sayin
i’m not perfect but a sinner can grow
my flow so sick like a f-ckin runny nose
haters always talk sh-t but it’s f-ckin cheap
who tha f-ck are you to harm and try to judge me
looked to my right seen a gun on tha shelf
i’m still f-ckin tempted just to try and k!ll myself
looked to my right seen a gun on tha shelf
still f-ckin tempted just to try and k!ll myself
[hook]
yeah, sittin here fulla tears
lyin on my bed wishin i could disappear
feel so alone and i’m haunted by the past
done alotta wrong wishin i could take it back
everytime i love i just seem to get hurt
maybe that’s the reason i’ll neva know my worth
suicidal thoughts still sittin in my head
goin through tha pain got me wishin i was dead
[verse 3]
i ain’t really had a parent eva help me be
tha guy i thought i was all they eva did was leave
i was 16, when they threw me out
it was rainin hard, i was freakin out
didn’t have a phone, it was lighting bad
yeah they threw me in tha street like a piece of trash
but it’s fine though, they tha reason for
i gotta keep on askin god for dis life support
now, all i got is depression
suicidal thoughts keep a n-gg- really stressin
everytime i think about it i just wanna go
leave for all tha ones that i really love tha most
i can neva help it, pain truly k!lls
i’mma addict sippin liquor poppin pain pills
i can neva help it, pain truly k!lls
i’mma addict sippin liquor poppin pain pills
[hook]
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