lirik lagu javi darko - enfanté
[verse 1]
my mom crossed the border with me at one years old
since a youngin’ i felt illegal or that i ain’t belong
grew up in queens with my cousin, yeah we was troublesome
i idolized the street n~ggas and wanted to be one of them
moved to long island around middle school
small kid with good grades who played mad sports, i was a simple dude
’till i started seeing my n~ggas stackin’ they money from trapping and selling substances
now i’m on the corner smokin’ blower out of supplements
16, i’m hanging with n~ggas handing me needles and asking me if i want a fix
and peer pressure a b~tch, so i said f~ck it thеn
most the pain i’m going through is real, i’m tryna numb this sh~t
[verse 2]
my father was an alcoholic, i ain’t know him
wrotе him letters all the time and try to call but he ain’t notice
always used to say i ain’t doing this to my own kids
at 18, got my girl pregnant, felt like a grown man
starting selling more, got involved with different women
cheating and lyin’ all the time, my baby momma trippin’
so we split up and i moved out, i’m living [?]
but it hurts when she ask me when i’m seeing my seed
look at my boy and all i see is a little me
but little does he know, i’m dealing with demons that’s k!lling me
i mean, the sh~t i’ve seen is torturous, dead bodies at corners
issues of abandonment, murders inside the corners of my mind
hope i stay high, chasing paper to get fly
played the block, dodging the cops, and avoided state time
[?] stay stressed, and that’s [?] at war with her
got myself a new baby mother then moved to florida
[verse 3]
son growing up and he beginning to notice things
when i call, he’s always askin’ why i live so far away and when i’m coming back
handling guilt of getting harder
i been praying my seed don’t end up like his father
outro:
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i’m just praying my seed don’t end up like his father
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i’m just praying my seed don’t end up like his father
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