lirik lagu javacats - disorder
my turn is up
i’m here right now so i’ll talk it up
these past few exposures been pretty rough
just please be patient cuz its kinda tough i’ve—
been diagnosed for a year now
its hanging over me like a raincloud
don’t wanna feel like i’m ever going through it again
so i’m bringing the umbrella, out
maybe i shouldn’t bring this up
but at this point i’ve already got a song on it
so fuh (ugh)
the weight on me’s enough
got my breath slipping out
its a curse that i can’t cough up
doesn’t mean that i’m stuck here not trying
i’ll do anything to rid of it, i’m not lying
cuz when it kicks
i tend to zone out
and then that tension
it starts to run around
and i should mention, that i start stressin’
the sound, and weight, and feeling, start compressing
round’ me
expressing myself on the mic to a beat
because i’ve told n0body yet, so i’ll retreat
wouldn’t wish ocd on my worst enemy
and that says a lot, so keep that in mind when you hear this
how come i always feel like im less sane right now?
losing brain right now?
i’m feeling pain right now
what’s going on with me
i gotta bring in this bass for some harmonies
hold up wait, what am i talking bout
this compulsions extortion of me
and its going south
i wanna go one way but my mind takes another route
and the roads filled with tragedies i don’t know about
ocd let go of me you make me think about
tragedies with family who do not know about this
questioning how i’ll go about it
because if i mess up i know i’m bound to get
the worst of the most unimaginable punishment
saw my skull open and remove that little pr~ck
stick my hand inside my guts to remove that tick
that’s sucking me of my own mental confidence
that’s cutting me from feeling normal with my skin
everyday i dread that voice that lurks within
everyday i want to make it all even
cuz if i dont then i know i’ll stay bleeding
from my nose and eventually lose all my blood
i want to feel like i’m okay, that’s all, enough?
i wanna feel like i am freed from my handcuffs
i wanna feel like i am freed from mental bluff
i wanna feel like i am freed from messing up
i wanna be alive again with this made up
i wanna feel like i can build myself back up
i don’t care anymore, i’ll say it all straight up
i gotta breathe, i gotta leave
it’s trapped in me, rid ocd
do you not see, that in reality it’s all hurting me
and i don’t expect you to get it all at first
and you may never but its important for what its worth
i need to get this off my chest, i’m living with a curse
and i’ll say no more of its name
until i end it with this verse
go
(what are you going on about?)
(god, help me please, what are you going on about?)
(help me, help me)
(help me)
(help me)
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