lirik lagu jack rootes - hold me
[sample]
os iusti meditabi- (-looped throughout-)
[verse 1]
to my friends, family and whom it may concern
i’m afraid that i’ve lost all my self worth
and i apologise if i’ve ever been a burden
in your life, but my decision was certain
’cause i feel so distant from my family
and that fact alone upsets me madly
look in my eyes, think i’m still fine, huh?
well, i’m not. and i’ve made my mind up
i’m going to destroy it with a shot to my brain
’bout to leave this world like i’m kurt cobain
and no, i haven’t gone insane, i’m sincere!
i’d rather make like magic and disappear
rather than live in a world that’s so cruel!
’cause i’m so sick of being played like a fool!
and paradise is something that i’ll never find
so i’m sorry that i had to leave you all behind!
truth is i didn’t want to die like this!
turn to you all and have to lie like this!
but i can’t handle any more of life’s stresses
all they ever do is leave me in distraught messes!
i got a part time job that is taking me nowhere
a strong feeling that my best friends don’t care
music isn’t taking me anywhere in the game
i’ve been depressed since my friend p-ssed away
that event to me was so vile!
i would strangle his k!ller if he wasn’t on trial!
all of it’s unfair and sickening, i know!
but it’s either him or me that’s got to go!
i don’t ever want to stoop down to his level
make myself turn out to be a devil!
so all it’ll take is just a single bullet to my head
and next time you hear from me, i’ll be dead!
don’t even think about bringing up my family!
honestly, i think they’re all better off without me!
i’m not being careless, i’m just being honest
maybe an early death will bring me solace
before i go, i wanna make one last pause
to apologise to you for any pain that i cause
they always tell me tomorrow is a new day
but if you wanna save me, then you’re already too late!
[hook]
be silent for me
pray for me once i’m gone
this was not your fault
but hold me for a while (x2)
[rapped over hook]
my night hours are slumberless
shadows i live with: numberless
all these flowers won’t awaken you
not where the black coach has taken you
been so depressed, nowadays
over the fact you went away
there’s floods of tears that rival the nile
someone please hold me for a while!
[verse 2]
you got what you wanted now, i hope you’re happy
now that you’re gone and left us all feeling cr-ppy!
since you left, i’ve been feeling dead inside
until now, i never felt guilty for being alive!
had i known you’d choose this way out
i would’ve kept an eye on you like a stakeout
it depresses me so much, i feel so helpless
tell me, how the f-ck can you be so selfish?
how can you be so selfish?
you know i would’ve helped your happiness replenish
but the fact you’re now in a different place
hurts so much, i can’t look you in the face!
your decision has left me feeling broken inside
don’t wanna know your death was a suicide!
when i heard you died, i hoped they were kidding
’cause you were always family to me like a sibling!
maybe this is my fault too
i never was close to you and that’s the truth
could i have done something to stop this?
but your soul is now lost in that abyss
i think on what you did and i get so mad at it
why didn’t you talk to anybody, god d-mnit?!
we were gonna do so much things together
you said yourself we’d be best friends forever!
what was going through your head is still a mystery
if you had another chance, would you do things differently?
i’m standing here, wishing all this isn’t true
’cause you were so happy last time i saw you!
why hide your emotions like a masquerade?
i’m your best friend, now i’m feeling betrayed
you were faking happy actions like a mime
what the f-ck made you think that this was your time?!
and since you died whilst you were still young
things have been quiet, life’s no longer fun!
your mother doesn’t go out, your dad just cries
they’ve been down since you took your life
they wonder what happened to break you
and i’m here, wondering how i could’ve saved you
i always told you tomorrow is a new day
and all i can say now is i’m sorry i was too late!
f-ck!
[hook] (x4)
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