
lirik lagu ja will - nobody (a poem)
[verse]
judgment too cloudy ’cause my brain in the clouds
walkin’ over puddles of my stains on the ground
from tears and blood when i pulled the blade out
now i’m swingin’ at anyone that’s safe to be around
i ain’t the sharpest of the tools, the smartest out the fools
but i’m walkin’ on the pool, everybody think i’m cool
but n0body know me, that’s my own doing
told y’all i was a hero, can’t cap, i ain’t super
i ain’t better than most, no cape on my shoulders
only thing there is shame, and people’s heads that i’m holdin’
my brain’s f~ckin’ foldin’, my brain cells moldin’
people blame my sadness on this weed that i’m rollin’
still tryna find peace, but it’s harder than you think
can’t find it in the city, and i can’t find it in me
searched every cranny, every nook, wish god would take a look
and tell me how to beat myself, it wasn’t in his book
so i read, and i read, and i bleed, and i bleed
tryna compensate with these good deeds, they indeed
help me for a second, after that, i can’t see
’cause i put others before i put me, i can’t breathe
cryin’ when the sun go down, life a b~tch
but i ain’t know she was a hoe now, she ain’t sh~t
goin’ through withdrawals, i’m angry, and need a spliff
if somebody ask me if i’m addicted, i plead the fifth
’cause these raps got control of me, an undenyin’ passion
demons chasin’ me, and ain’t no outrunnin’ these b~st~rds
so i stay, and i fight, so i’m livin’ in this madness
that equates to hours that i’m awake on this mattress
still starin’ at the sky, askin’ god to speak back
he got me carryin’ this load, but gave me a weak back
this is art, and i’m proud to be the few that ain’t whack
but i scour my comments lookin’ for bad feedback
and they tell me be strong, it’s okay to be weak
been fightin’ all along, way before i was a teen
i was questionin’ my soul, sad and cryin’ all night
while my unc’ was on the bottom bunk, fightin’ for his life
first time i seen my dad cry, feelin’ i can’t explain
so how could i tell him that there’s a war inside my brain?
he lost his younger brother, an unimaginable pain
so who am i to tell him that i’m hopeless and i’m drained?
so i keep my feelings locked, and my parents can’t know
my friends get a piece, therapist gets a whole
she holdin’ me back from tryna reach the end
while i’m prayin’ my best friend won’t let his demons win, demons win
[chorus]
if n0body perfect, then i’m n0body
if n0body perfect, then i’m n0body
if n0body perfect, then i’m n0body
if n0body perfect, then i’m n0body
if n0body perfect, then i’m n0body
if n0body perfect, then i’m n0body
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