lirik lagu j_c0b_raps - hurtin' as i'm in love...
[intro]
i think i’m alone, no one left to hold (b~b~boyfifty)
[verse]
can’t get through all my pain
i cannot fight it, i’m goin’ insane
please help me to fight the sh~t in my brain
can’t stop hurting myself, and gettin’ hurt
you proved to me that we couldn’t work
so, it’s on to the next, and he loves me so much
and loves me as i am, and he can actually show love
dahlia, you f~cked me up, i’m sick of you and your made up love
you usin’ that man, leave him ‘lone
if you love him, don’t leave him all alone, don’t leave him on his own
and i know ben wouldn’t do that to me
i love him so much, and he is proving
that he can actually show mе the affection and attention i need
whеn i’m with him, i can actually breathe
and i think he’s the one that i need
and with him, i don’t actually believe
that i’m worthless, i believe i got purpose
he hold me, he loves me, shows me i’m worth it
and shows me i’m worth his
time and affections, and it makes me feel so d~mn good
he loves me like a real partner should
he loves me in all the ways that you never could
sees me in ways i never would
i wanna give him the world, i wanna see our future unfurl
but i need help from myself
please, ben, don’t put my feelings on the shelf
i need this sh~t, your love can help, i’m sick of my mental health
goin’ down the drain, i’m sick of the pain
sick of all the sh~t in the brain
sick of all the sh~t makin’ me go insane, they tell me the same
bullsh~t every time, they say that it’ll be fine
and that it’ll be okay
if it’s gon’ be okay, why do i feel this way?!
why do i feel like i wanna go and decay?!
why do i feel like i wanna throw my life away?!
i know that i’m not okay!
but it sucks to know this pain is real
i just want my f~ckin’ heart to heal
i don’t want my f~ckin’ heart to peel
please, ben, tell me your love is real!
you show it to me all the time, when i’m with you, it slows my mind
and when i’m with you, it slows the time
i need you in my life, you saved me from a time
when i didn’t wanna be alive
from a time when i wanted to take my life
from a time when all i wanted was to die
when all i could think about was hurting myself
but even still, i’m still hurting myself
please, ben, just save me from this h~ll!
i don’t wanna ring the bell, don’t wanna go to h~ll!
but f~ck it, i’m here ’til death do us part
but this life tryna tear me apart
so for now, i’m just gon’ play my part
please, ben, don’t play with my heart
maybe you will, maybe you won’t, wasn’t sure from the start
but now i know, i’ve got a special place in your heart, yeah
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