lirik lagu j_c0b_raps - do you even care anymore?
[intro (spoken)]
wow, i’m just… shocked right now
am i really just that worthless for someone i love, my own father, to hardly be around?
i guess i am ’cause it’s happening
[verse]
d~mn, huh, i guess that i’m just so worthless
maybe if you was in my life more often, i’d be able to find my purpose
and i swear, sometimes, i feel like you just do all of this sh~t on purpose
like, where was you at when i needed you? where was you when my relationships was meetin’ he~rs~s?!
where was you when i needed some advice?!
where was you when i needed someone to tell me, “it’ll be okay”?!
where was you at when i needed advice only a father could give when i wanted to die?!
you was out partyin’, that’s where, and i was left alone to drown in my pain
i was hurtin’ deep down, but you never knew about it!
and every single time i would bring it up, you would just doubt it!
my mental health has been decreasing
and my urge to end it all has been increasing
and you’ll never know about it ’cause you’re not around
and i need you here for me, for when all of these thoughts get so d~mn loud!
but maybe it’s me, maybe i p~ssed him off!
but even so, please, just listen, dawg
i need you right here, right now!
i’ve been feeling so f~ckin’ down!
i need you to tell me that it’ll be okay, not to tell me to be a man!
’cause if i was a man, i’d be exactly like you, and i’m not you, man
when i have f~ckin’ kids, they’ll always go first, not the drugs and alcohol
i still remember the night when you gave me a drunk call
it’s very vivid in my memories, it hurts my soul and my heart
to even think about, from the end and the start
you was talkin’ ’bout how you hate me
sayin’, “how could anyone date him?”
i swear that i did nothing to you!
but please, tell me you don’t hate me, do you?!
i’m sorry, very, very sorry if i caused any pain to you, dad
i guess that all i do is get so mad
at you, but it’s ’cause you’re never home
i just wish i could talk to you about all of these thoughts in my dome
[outro (spoken)]
well, yeah, i guess i am just that worthless to you
i’ve never meant anything to you, have i, dad?
well, i should already know that answer, but i hate thinking ’bout it
anyways, i’m done here, bye
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