
lirik lagu j-formz - on my dreams.
[intro: 8 mile sample]
~~sounds of scuffling and fighting as b~rabbit gets jumped in front of his house~~
[verse 1: j~formz]
i keep havin this dream: i get jumped and my bike jacked
to make matters worse, son, i run, i don’t fight back
i’m told playin hockey one night
that a friend i never even knew was sad went and took his own life
kicked out of my school, played by girls
the day i met him, i noticed my views changed on the world
he said: “what up!?” and i knew he looked familiar
my friends told me not to f~ck with him because this dude was a k!ller
whatever, he said he got me, and i’m graspin at straws
“don’t let him fool you cause he’s got the same name as yours…”
they trippin, i’m thinkin: like, how bad could he be?
f~ck what he do to them, care what he do to me; “you’ll see…”
he said: “i just find sh~t strange
they make you act a certain way, and then they ask you why you changed?”
and he had a valid point i never noticed before
it felt good like a drug, so please, show me some more
i’m hooked…
[chorus: j~formz]
but this is all just a dream in my head i’ve dispersed
and when i wake, it’s all over son, for better or worse
and it’s weird, cause for years, i’d complain
that the moment i’d wake up, my dream would disappear from my brain
and i swear, they’d be gone forever
now i wish that i could only remember that i don’t wanna remember
cause they feel terrible and i don’t know what they mean
out of control and can’t seem to get a hold on my dreams…
[verse 2: j~formz]
he told me “f~ck that b~tch and f~ck that school!”
broke the thermostat, i’m free to go and loose my cool
gave me pointers: how to talk, how to act
and the clothes that he bought me for the girls got my confidence back
“f~ck this negative sh~t that all these people made you feel!
you gon’ get on this mic, and prove to them that you real!
it’s your moment, go and get in they face and be great!
cause less time’s the only thing that comes to those who wait…”
but the more that he spoke, the more problems i’d get
told me i’m free to do drugs and drink myself to death
said i’m broke and unfixable, so why even care?
keep the money for razors and f~ck cuttin your hair
“you don’t handle life well, why don’t they let you be!?
i keep it real, they try stoppin you from talkin to me…”
as if there’s any sort of point in anything that we do
everybody is n0body, son, and that includes you!
f~ck it…
[chorus: j~formz]
but this is all just a dream in my head i’ve dispersed
and when i wake, it’s all over son, for better or worse
and it’s weird, cause for years, i’d complain
that the moment i’d wake up, my dream would disappear from my brain
and i swear, they’d be gone forever
now i wish that i could only remember that i don’t wanna remember
cause they feel terrible and i don’t know what they mean
out of control and can’t seem to get a hold on my dreams…
[verse 3: j~formz]
he passed his road test, caue son, he’s drivin me crazy
won’t let me sleep at night, and comes over only the daily
the more i tell him to leave, it’s like the longer he stays
started talkin reckless, told me this the bed that i made
“don’t think i’m ever gone just cause you can’t see me no more…”
i tried to punch him in his mouth and put a hole in the door
i kept swingin, hittin nothin but air
i’m breakin sh~t, i threw my laptop at him, but there was n0body there
you didn’t know!? i’m the anxiety inside your head
f~ck a formal name, just call me depression instead
maybe i’m even ptsd on the low
call me guilt, or panic, anything other than joe
i took a handful of xanax and laid back on the bed
i needed somethin to remove myself from my own head
but the next day, when i set my foot on the floor
my computer was broke and there was a hole in my door
it was real……
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