lirik lagu itzthedarkone - jake hill & josh a - suicidal thoughts (darkone cover)
[hook:]
i’m not suicidal i don’t wanna f-cking die, just wanna be able to close my eyes and feel alright but every day i feel like dying, every day i feel like dying
[verse 1: josh a]
why do i even try? why do i even write lyrics about how i’m living the life when i’m battling pain and my demons at night. trying to find a new outlet the devil pounced in, i hear him howling my vision clouded, man i tried to escape but there ain’t no way try to be strong when i deal with the pain. (yuh) put a b-tch in the coffin so my family is options gonna work till i’m dead so that they get the best, don’t wanna set up a bad example cause kids looking up can’t leave in shambles can’t make them clocking out is ok, so f-ck suicide i’m here to stay
[chorus:]
try to free my mind, i don’t know whats right, wasting all my time trying to find the light. try to free my mind, i don’t know what’s right, wasting all my time trying to find the light. i’ll be at it running, i’ll be running from myself now, gunning demons down find my way out of this cell now. i’ll be running now, i’ll be running from myself now, gunning demons down find my way out of this cell now
[hook:]
i’m not suicidal i don’t wanna f-cking die, just wanna be able to close my eyes and feel alright but every day i feel like dying, every day i feel like dying
[verse 2: jake hill]
one too many bad thoughts inside me, got a hole in my heart put the past behind me. i’m pressed with time i’m stressed with life, my breath is ice i guess i might just bottle it up some more just like always. barely standing crawling down the hallways, sink into my bed with death inside my head. that note you found i didn’t mean it, just wish i had a better sense of meaning. never meant to let you down i’ve been down now racing thoughts had to drown them out. f-ck. never giving in i swear to god, no matter how many times i pray to a god i don’t believe in just to see if i will never wake up but he call my bluff
[chorus:]
try to free my mind, i don’t know whats right, wasting all my time trying to find the light. try to free my mind, i don’t know what’s right, wasting all my time trying to find the light. i’ll be at it running, i’ll be running from myself now, gunning demons down find my way out of this cell now. i’ll be running now, i’ll be running from myself now, gunning demons down find my way out of this cell now
[hook:]
i’m not suicidal i don’t wanna f-cking die, just wanna be able to close my eyes and feel alright but every day i feel like dying, every day i feel like dying. (i’m not suicidal i don’t wanna f-cking die, just wanna be able to close my eyes and feel alright but every day i feel like dying, every day i feel like dying.)
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