lirik lagu $inikill - melancholy
[verse 1: $inik!ll]
looking back to what the devil told me
he told me that’s it cold and lonely
told me if i show my feelings
that’s a weakness homie
time you hit your twentys
you’ll be lonely, chocking on depression
stressing by yourself
surrounded by these phony people
all these voices in my head
keep on saying i should k!ll myself
only debt, its never fans
you don’t need help
you ain’t got no f~cking friends
because your such a joke
just do them all a favour
grab that belt, and hang yourself
even though i’m at that point in life
where i have given up
i still try to fight
i don’t why
i’m feeling sick as f~ck
weak as f~ck
repeating in my head
until i’m chucking up
every day i question
asking
why the f~ck im waking up?
[verse 2: $inik!ll]
why the f~ck am i still here, ay!?
i still question on myself
i’m still f~cking with my health
like this is all okay
i know i’m only 26
yet i feel like sh~t
i would search for happiness
but it don’t exist
i can’t even buy a house
i’m struggling with my rent
ain’t no f~cking food up in our mouths when all we eat is debt
second guessing is this h~ll?
cause i can’t tell…
i’ve been this way for way to long
f~ck it, all then well
all these cones i’m punching
i dont know how much it’s f~cked my brain
if im ever blessed to have some kids
i hope there not like me insane
hopefully i k!ll myself
before that time in life i say
suppose to give a f~ck
but my love has just burned away
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