lirik lagu iamjjscott - mixed thoughts
[chorus]
i’ve been going on my own
stone cold faced, that’s what i’ve been told
thoughts telling me i’ll never be enough
sick of being tired, but i wake up, the days already old
but, thinking to myself is such a curse, it’s getting worse
i said i’d never be back here
but here we are, sad and alone
that’s really all i got to show
pain sticking with me through everythin’, all the time
fake smile on my face, but it just wants to fade
[hook]
reaper in my speakers
fight them every dang day
no one ever said they wanted me until i fade away
then its back to the old me, myself, and i
but little do they know, i’m dyin’ on the inside
{verse 1]
night is where i struggle most
staring at ceiling, thats all i really got to boast
i sit wanting to cry, but the tears stay internal
been told to keep a journal
but my mind is just jumping into the inferno
standing on my own
been trying to make this known
texts coming in, heart jumps
then afterwards it goes and slows
just a wilted rose
tatted till the day i die
but all i can do is honestly just stay alive
[chorus]
i’ve been going on my own
stone cold faced, that’s what i’ve been told
thoughts telling me i’ll never be enough
sick of being tired, but i wake up, the days already old
but, thinking to myself is such a curse, it’s getting worse
i said i’d never be back here
but here we are, sad and alone
that’s really all i got to show
pain sticking with me through everythin’, all the time
fake smile on my face, but it just wants to fade
[hook]
why’s depression on my brain?
wanted to write letters to make people cry
guess i do that later in life
eternally alone, the h~lls wrong with me?
honestly ran away to keep myself from running to~
[verse 2]
my head is such mess
how can i clean up when i’m so depressed?
cloudy skies, honest pessimistic issues
i’ve really tried to find the balance
for the pain that’s in my mind
walking alone is honestly such a vibe
most nights are a constant struggle
where’s my soul? can’t ever seem to find it
on the endless toll of a pain~stricken road
painful thoughts finally ceasing
but still, write these songs to vent the load
finally breaking
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