lirik lagu hxiley - just fucking kill me
[verse 1]
it’s hard not to doubt it
the things you said
said don’t worry about it
but it’s not leaving my head
full of thoughts that create nightmares
i’m not normal anymore
and there’s not an open door
you was one, but you already closed
i wanted to make it known
that you felt like a home
but i ruin everything again and again
and i’ll never forgive myself for this
[verse 2]
so i dug myself a hole and find somewhere to hide
don’t be sorry that i sat up the whole night crying
when i’m thinking of what we had
as there’s no turning back
i know i broke your heart and i let you down
even after i promised i would never let you frown
oh, why am i so unbelievably naive
that i would stop you from trying to leave
[verse 3]
and then my parents start fighting over silly things
as i’m already stressed and trying to hang from the ceiling
why can’t the world stop living
for just one night?
the shouting gets louder and there’s nowhere to hide
trying to block it out from the music i find
myself enjoying, it’s my passion
but even then i’m just a stupid little girl
[chorus]
and i
i know i failed you
and i know i’m clinging onto
things i could never hold myself close to
and i know
i know i’m a failure
i know that i ruin everything
and i know that everything is all because of me
but why does nothing ever seem to change?
[verse 4]
i sat up all night pulling out my hair
writing my heart out like anybody would care
n0body cares
and i know it’s all inside of my head
but again and again, it’s f~cking with my friends
and it’s f~cking with my family
and it’s f~cking with me
if i disappear would everyone finally break free?
if i disappear do you think anyone would notice me?
and even if they did, they wouldn’t even care
especially since everything somehow stems from me
and without me, everybody could be happier
[verse 5]
look i know, i know
you told me over a thousand times
stop lying to yourself, you’ll only believe it more
but if the evidence is right in front of me on the floor
it doesn’t take a g~nius to pick it up
i know i’m quite dumb
but i’m not stupid
i know that i’m the one breaking the pieces
and i know every time
that i make things worse than it has to be
[verse 6]
and all my friends never see through the act
oh, you stupid h~rny girl, you f~cking sl~tty rat
fo you really f~cking think i want to act like that?
it’s the only f~cking way people won’t bat an eye
and you all think that i’m probably going fine
when in reality i’m looking for a way to get high
to escape from this prison, at least just once
n0body know what i’ve become
[chorus]
and i
i know i failed you
and i know i’m clinging onto
things i could never hold myself close to
and i know
i know i’m a failure
i know that i ruin everything
and i know that everything is all because of me
but why does nothing ever seem to change?
[bridge]
i can’t handle change
and i can’t handle this anymore
[outro]
so you’ve won
f~cking k!ll me
f~cking k!ll me
f~cking k!ll me
just f~cking k!ll me
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