lirik lagu hoyt - savior complex
[verse 1]
i don’t want to be like anyone inside my family
i don’t want to fake, i don’t want to be so damaging
i don’t wanna manipulate anyone for fantasy
i don’t want to hurt or stay with all this stupid panicking
i want everyone to feel like they have someone
even if i feel like i have no one
i still have these soggy poems
at my best and worst when i have wrote em
i just wanna know em
i dream to be a pillar of strength
to these people that be lookin at life, and wanna shorten the length
but i gеt it’s hard to see my strength
when i show my true еmotions
i’ve been drownin in the ocean
grippin on tight to a floaty that these seaguls have been pokin
but what’s my purpose if i get to bailin
when i observe someone else’s arms flailin
[verse 2]
i struggle to take my worth further
i might just give someone my life preserver
and find they on the run for murder
i guess i’m not a fast learner
always hurt by the savior complex that i nurture
tryina fix toxins like a catalytic converter
feelin like an underpaid server
gettin cursed for the taste of a burger
what the h~ll you want? i’ll put your face on a burner
sick of savin others while i break from disorder
almost fell puttin coins in that well, and that well rested
can’t remember the last time i was well rested
keep on truckin like a snail i cannot fail to keep my sh~ll tested
cause sh~ts been tryina break me like i’m h~ll destined
people act like they bailed but they well invested
focus best on priority
feel like feelin anxious the majority
and the rest is minority
one day all this stress will be less from recordin these
[verse 3]
songs that i’ve been conjuring
goals that i’ve been conquering
lately i’ve been wonderin
am i really real
all this static that is sealed
in my ribs, that’s the panic that i feel
i am everything that’s ever lived or ever k!lled
confined to a deal to put briueses on my heels
to appeal to another man’s 5 star meals
while i hope i can pay all my bills
thinkin bout this cycle starts to give me f~ckin chills
when will all these thoughts f~ckin end
when won’t i worry bout the time that i spend
when will i treat myself the way i treat a friend
when will they receive the messages that i send
i don’t know
but i won’t retreat and i won’t bend
i’ll keep fiending through the mud
chasin everything that i love
wanna throw shade, u have to block out the sun
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