lirik lagu holy ramen - music in my head
what am i doing
sitting alone in this room for hours
lost in thought playing my keyboard
i’m not really even a musician am i now?
i just hear music in my head
they’re an embodiment of my soul
and i need to get them down before i go insane
or maybe i’m already insane
the truth is i’m just sad all the time
been like this for a while now
sometimes i feel nothing at all
i often wonder what the meaning of life is
what is existence, what is consciousness
and is the absence of it really so terrible
what would oblivion feel like
i think it would feel great
the weather outside is gloomy
the rain is communicating my feelings
i smile in photos because i feel obliged to
i’m seeing all sorts of hues
used to threaten to k!ll myself when i got angry
my parents thought i was an angsty kid just joking
learned too many sinful things from tv
mimicking what i was seeing in the movies
but i have always had something strange living deep inside
i don’t feel alright
every passing moment doesn’t feel real
i’m at a standstill
can you give me a hand and help me heal
can i get a second chance at life
i wanna start over and do it right this time
my future is looking bleak
losing hope i’m feeling weak
wind chimes, water falls
i’m running in circles till i fall
i spend my nights lying awake
wondering what would happen if i died today
wind chimes, water falls
i’m running in circles till i fall
i spend my nights lying awake
wondering what would happen if i died today
a routine is the only thing keeping me sane
i have a tendency to overthink about life it’s just a game
gotta get down everything i wanna say
in case it’s the first and last album that i make
sometimes i watch too many p~rnographic videos to fill up that void of human connection i so crave
i’m really a nasty piece of work it’s probably best to stay away
i think rappers are modern philosophers
my soul must be corrupted by none other than lucifer
mac miller said it best, the world don’t give a f~ck about your loneliness
all my heroes are gone so i don’t know what else to do then just rest
and hope for the best i guess
wind chimes, water falls
i’m running in circles till i fall
i spend my nights lying awake
wondering what would happen if i died today
wind chimes, water falls
i’m running in circles till i fall
i spend my nights lying awake
wondering what would happen if i died today
so what are you waiting for
i asked you what are you waiting for
pull the trigger and send me
to
oblivion
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