lirik lagu holden stephan roy - my father's son
chorus:
sometimes i want to judge
the mirror showing sprouts
in the fertilizer the apple’s become
i’m my father’s son
sometimes i hold a grudge
the mirror show the trunk
from fertilizer look what the apple’s become
i’m my father’s son
verse 1
i’m at the age you quit
said f~ck it ran off with that hideous b~tch
disappeared on new years zipped it to the 6
i used swear i’d be better instead i cheatеd on many women i pulled similar l!cks
i’m danny’s eldеst kid
grew up in an environment that’s atypical
mixing religion and sin
cherry pick the scripture and macguyver new definitions
we manipulative
the truth we twist it to our own image
light it up and lose ourselves in tunnel vision
feel it in our soul like the word of god living within us
only the devil been painting pictures
our memories in poor service
and every argument’s more about validation
than finding purpose
the jealousy was what finally merked us in the end
we differ when it came to battling demons in our head
maybe i got lucky my father put more work in than yours did
but you wanted me to concede some worst dad competition like
whatever he did doesn’t change how you lived
whatever you did doesn’t erase how i’ve slipped
the weight we carry doesn’t excuse none of our sh~t
now you’re a corpse post burning and it’s too late too fix it
i see motion pictures through memory but nothing more than glimpses
you hurt me so bad that it’s steeling all my conviction
you only wanted your children to be personal assistants
end of the day you only loved a version of your son
an image
chorus:
sometimes i want to judge
the mirror showing sprouts
in the fertilizer the apple’s become
i’m my father’s son
sometimes i hold a grudge
the mirror show the trunk
from fertilizer look what the apple’s become
i’m my father’s son
verse 2:
the f~ck’s the point of this pain
in practice ain’t nothing changed
had you been in a hospital i wouldn’t have came
it’s a nuisance feeling for you
and it’s proving how us humans do
weak doo doo when it’s genuine rage
nothing makes sense my brain in a cage
one i thought i paved way to embrace
i cut you out with no shame
until death i did say and upon death is today
turns out it matters there’s no final embrace
it’s all about control
i think about drugs you sold
fronting indefinitely when i couldn’t say no
then preach about jesus like it’s the end of the world
meanwhile i found your twitter your only fans of these girls
look i’m a hypocrite too
and i like f~cking b~tches too
i only wish you could have been you
f~ck what did to you
scum of the human race
point of view from the back row’s lame
if people knew what you went through
there’d be me too in the slogans made
then one day quebec labelled you insane
slanging dope at the douglas now yous a g in the game
ran your mouth after some money the streets took it away
kept it going for the sake of socials and then covid came
you found out truly that you’re alone then it got strange
you lost touch with the earth never touched grass in your cave
you thought i never heard you but my compassion replace the rage
i coulda been you too if my father hadn’t chose to stay
chorus:
sometimes i want to judge
the mirror showing sprouts
in the fertilizer the apple’s become
i’m my father’s son
sometimes i hold a grudge
the mirror show the trunk
from fertilizer look what the apple’s become
i’m my father’s son
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