lirik lagu heime mikhavelo - conclusion
i’m tired of fear
i’m tired of being afraid of love
why do i keep my guard up?
what am i so afraid of?
i’ll make myself clear
i’m breaking my silence
i’m tired of fighting the violence inside me
i’m finally surrendering to kindness
‘coz i’ve been looking for myself
but i find myself back at zero
and i find that self~loathing is my only defense
and i’m desperate~
desperately wanting to believe in love again
i tire of the way i pretend to be strong
i would lie to myself ‘stead of just admit that i’m lonely
this wall i built so high k!lls me everyday slowly
what am i to do but hide it inside
hide it inside
i tire of the way i’ve been hurting before
i would lie so much i don’t know anybody who knows me
all this is a façade, i created a phony
maybe one day i’ll have nothing to hide
nothing to hide
i’m tired
i’m tired
i’m tired ~ired
i’m tired
ah~i
i’ve been looking for myself
but i find myself back at zero (back at zero)
and whenever it begins
i’m counting down to its end (ooh)
and i’m desperately pleading
oh i’m just wanting to believe in love again
i’m fed up with taking part of this sick game of play~pretend
i can never be this cold and keep it up until the end
i’m sorry
i know that you were only trynna be a friend
i’m sorry it had to end
in ways i didn’t intend
‘coz 5 months is just too much of a time to f~ck up in
wish i just had a week with you and never see you again
so at least you would remember me as the façade i put on
for strangers like you
maybe then, it wouldn’t hurt so much
that i’ve become but a stranger to you
i’m tired of the way i’ve been hurting before
i would lie so much i don’t know anybody who knows me
all this is a façade, i created a phony
maybe one day i’ll have nothing to hide
nothing to hide
(i’m tired)
hurt me!
come up and hurt me
i’ve been so numb, i wanna feel
(i’m tired of the way)
‘coz if i stay in this safe little bubble
i’ll never learn, i’ll never heal
(i’m tired)
hurt me!
come up and hurt me
i’ve been so numb, i wanna feel
i’m breaking out of this safe little bubble
i wanna learn, i wanna heal
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