lirik lagu gannon - prologue
another day in my room procrastinating work
wondering what i’m worth
my friends are talking bout church
considering life after mine
when i’m buried deep in the dirt
will they still talk about me when i’m done walking this earth?
got family and friends that i don’t wanna let down
i got people up in my life that i still want to be around
but i just know what to expect
envisioning nothing less
than seeing all of their judgement
i’m not what i could’ve been
didn’t live up to what you wanted
wasn’t everything you thought
really can’t change your mind
maybe i am what i’m not
i’m not afraid to be me
i’m not afraid of my goals
but i’d be lying to myself
if i claimed that wasn’t false
a lot of apprehension and all of this inner tension
about what they might say or my answers to all their questions
cause they’re laughing about gth
but this is more than just a page
i got a notebook full of songs
i’m gonna put it on a stage
and i get fears down in my heart
i get feels down in the dark
i’ll tell them all tomorrow
these dreams are way too far
there’s a lot of hate in this world
but i won’t let it stop me
i’ve let it slow me down it’s flat lining this heartbeat
and so i’ve left these dreams behind
because of what they might say
but i’m learning to tell my story
it gets longer each day
i got a lot of life ahead
and i don’t wanna mess up
cause if this music doesn’t make it
backup plans might get crushed
but my mind still sees some fear
and there’s some personal doubt
i’m preaching about dedication but am i really devout?
is it what i’m really about?
still sitting here on the couch
scared of writing another word
like they might scream and then shout
and tell me, gannon, please your nothing
you’ll never be famous
how you think you’ll become a rapper?
you don’t know what your name is
or shield your sympathy with feel goods
i can read what you’re saying
you’re just trying to make me feel good
i can see in your faces
i named this mixtape before i even achieved it
i called my self reliance ‘fore i even believed it
i got a favor for the disney fans hearing me rhyme
like simba, let’s hold me up
this lion is king tonight, yeah
i wrote a trailer for a film that hasn’t even came out
i knew the end of this journey ‘fore it was even planned out
you’re calling me nostradamus like i’ve seen it in advance
looking into the water drippin and spilling over my hands
conspiracies in my head
tomorrow we could be dead
so should i hurry and drop it before i even prepare it?
anxiety that i’m sharing
alliance me and my bed
reliance is on my friends
when will it come to an end?
this a long -ss song but i’m about to wrap it up
cause right here on this day i’m not just making sh-t up
i’m not just writing for fun
i’m putting pen to the paper
i’ve waited to get begun
i told my friends what i want
i told my mom just the same
just hope i find the work ethic
will you remember my name
and you still think it’s a game
you think it’s more of the same
but now i’m saying its not
this dream is realer to me than everyone of my thoughts
it’s a pill for when i’m anxious
i shield it from all the faces
how am i supposed to make it
when all these issues i’m facing
are small in the bigger picture
when you’re painting it out
my problems are a mystery
you might not figure em out
cause i got family and health
got clothes and got some wealth
so what could i complain about?
it’s a feeling i just can’t help
here’s the way i’ll write my story and it starts with today
i started writing the prologue
and now i’m sharing a page
now let’s go
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