lirik lagu gabriel helewa - meds
[intro]
it’s gh
[verse 1]
video chatted with my doctor, he prescribed me medication
all because my soul and self control are always vacant
it’s like i put in all the hard work and the dedication
but i do it all for nothing, and they always take it for granted
i don’t understand it, all i do is panic
episodes are happening, it’s mental tv static
sometimes i wanna end it all, but then i start to think
that if i kick the f~cking bucket, i‘ll never be free
[chorus]
i’m taking all my meds and all of my prescriptions
for my safety and my suicide prevention
i thought therapy was my only option
got these negativе thoughts, i wanna stop them
my parents and my family want me to bе normal
but i don’t give a f~ck, i’m gonna stay antisocial
i’m afraid of dying to a fatal overdose, though
cuz what if it’s accidental? n0body would know, though
[verse 2]
speak of the devil and he shall appear
but it feels like he’s amplifying all my fears
as if he’s controlling me just like a puppet
what if the happy pills don’t really do sh~t?
i’m not okay mentally, i hurt myself intentionally
i care about the negative things, i care about society
these days, it feels like i have depression and anxiety
my mind is suicidally overthinking, that’s why i need
[chorus]
all my meds and all of my prescriptions
for my safety and my suicide prevention
i thought therapy was my only option
got these negative thoughts, i wanna stop them
my parents and my family want me to be normal
but i don’t give a f~ck, i’m gonna stay antisocial
i’m afraid of dying to a fatal overdose, though
cuz what if it’s accidental? n0body would know, though
[bridge]
i don’t wanna lose myself
i don’t wanna od
but also at the same time
i don’t wanna be the old me
i don’t wanna lose myself
i don’t wanna od
but also at the same time
i don’t wanna be the old me
[outro]
(i don’t wanna be the old me)
(i don’t wanna be the old me)
(i don’t wanna be the old me)
(i don’t wanna be the old me)
(my parents and my family want me to be normal)
(but i don’t give a f~ck, i’m gonna stay antisocial)
(i’m afraid of dying to a fatal overdose, though)
(cuz what if it’s accidental? n0body would know, though)
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