lirik lagu fresh verse - blue lights remix (conrad bailey)
(intro: jorja smith)
i wanna turn those blue lights
into strobe lights
not blue flashing lights
maybe fairy lights
i wanna turn those blue lights
into strobe lights
not blue flashing lights
maybe fairy lights
(verse 1: conrad bailey)
aye
man let me start i ain’t been sober since my last regret
these bottled up emotions and prescriptions make it hard to vent
man how the f~ck i ain’t dead
i’m f~cking with the drugs too much
where every time i try and get sober my demons run amok
my lil sister too f~cking sucking on the bong
but i can’t say sh~t
she knows i was a junkie for that bong
it’s time to hang up the rope
i’m sick of living like my auntie does
how many nights i stayed up couldn’t sleep cause i was on the
man i’m still waking up dreaming about that straight life
i’d f~cking rather lie and tell mum i’m clean for that eighth time
how many times you catch me doing laps in the yard
ain’t talking prison talking about the f~cking jail in my heart
lad i’ve been f~cked from the start
i’m still waking up in cold sweat
seroquel don’t even help when they’re just f~cking up my head
swear my mumsy wants me dead cause i’ve been f~cking up the fam
stashed my pills down in my pocket
no i’m disappointing grandma
lord forgive me cause i’m f~cking on them pills again
i’m getting faded cutting up men on the real it don’t mean sh~t to them
and lately feel like relapsing the suss on the court
where’s my crown i feel like biggie might just kick in the door
man all my suicidal thoughts got me cutting in the kitchen
got a blade stuck in my wrist and mum i’m f~cked up from addiction
all these songs i’ve been releasing listen to them then i shut up
cause all your bars are sh~t man you’re a f~ck up let’s go cut up
(interlude: jorja smith)
i wanna turn those blue lights
into strobe lights
not blue flashing lights
maybe fairy lights
i wanna turn those blue lights
into strobe lights
not blue flashing lights
maybe fairy lights
(verse 2: conrad bailey)
yeah and f~ck the world i’m back to rapping about my sad boy sh~t
my b~tch just left i cut my arm so i just down more bricks
and people wonder why i wanna just be trapped in the dirt
still remember david got taken away and that hurts
and lately i’ve been f~cking chilling kicking back on my own
too busy dribbling on my pillow too f~cked to answer the phone
but can you blame me
all these dogs too busy chasing their bones
the bottom of the f~cking bottle’s the only place i call home
f~ck
i cut my wrists up when i reminisce
thinking about the past how did it get to this
got f~cked up from the petty sh~t
i told mum went and dropped the bricks
that’s a f~cking lie i’m still f~cked up from drinking purple sip
man i’m so tired and sick of fiending for a different buzz
ain’t talking drugs and talking life cause i don’t feel it cuz
i’m so sick of trying to grab the rope when i peak
i’m sick of having nightmares and seeing a face in my sleep
i’ve been awake for a week cause on the real i’m scared to go to bed
man all these memories mixed with demons stuck inside my head
they wait for me to be alone say get on the shard
cause you ain’t nothing but a junkie they’re all sick of you bruh
seeing vivid f~cking pictures of my dad in the shed
tied the noose around his neck with no support round his legs
watch me one up and do it best
place a shotty to my chest blow away the f~cking bullet
leave me laying cold and dead
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