lirik lagu free party - mirrors in a dark room
[part 1]
[verse: jay veno]
look who i turned out to be
know i hate it
know my life don’t look sh~t like the pages
all the beamers and shows
cribs and the hoes
dreams ain’t unfold the way that you hoped
i’m ashamed of me
i’m ashamed who i am
they asked why i don’t post
i don’t wanna show
and i’m twenty and lost now
and i don’t know it all now
am i running too far now?
am i running too far away?
and i’m twenty and lost now
and i don’t know it all now
am i running too far now?
am i running too far away?
[part 2]
[verse 1: moco]
look
my only peace, my two fingers between the blunt
this trauma that sits inside
i can’t tackle it all at once
know i’m conflicted
god is my witness
follow the course that was written
been crafting the pen, that’s the mission
with everything else, i’vе been distant
i feel like the world we in еnding
don’t know where we heading
lately, i spill out my heart in these verses
and when i’m done, put right back on sleeve
lately i write all my verses in cursive
knowing these n~ggs ain’t f~ckinging with me to begin with
lately feel stuck in my pivot
my outlook on life, it been different
less talking, more listening now
plot been thickening now
just stay down and figure it out
no, i can’t f~ck with the acid
can’t chance it
but know that some blessing done me fell in our laps
and yeah we treating the stu like a track
in this b~tch running laps, and we ain’t looking back
same time i’m losing my mind, been geeking to find
peace in the world that is dying, i’m
lacking healing, i know that time is ticking
sh~t been wicked
been a lot of commotion
through the ruckus, i’m like, f~ck it
tryna numb out the omens
tryna hold back emotions
but no, can’t go thru motions, nah
and i can’t play life like a game, i know i’ll run out of tokens, yeah
[chorus: jay veno]
look at me, became a slave to the pictures
the parties and the poles
the pride of a n~gga
crying out, what’s real and what’s fake?
i’m crying out, what sticks and fades?
while i’m in this flesh, guess i’ll play by the rules
get myself a coupe, buy a house with a pool
better stay sane, play the game while you’re living
going insane, this could end in an instant
end in an instant
[verse 2: jay veno]
i feel the rapture coming,i know we next
i know that if i die today, i hate the way my life progressed
i could probably fill this album with a list of my regrets
like all the chances i ain’t take, and that summer i had with ~~~~
i always been passive, it’s passing me by, in fact
and i’m passionate ’bout the raps
but i’m average at bragging that
hoping i don’t hold us back ’cause i’m shy
hoping my lack of speaking don’t be the reason we ain’t reaping can’t be why
know i could use some therapy to look inside of me
’cause lately, i cling on to anything to help me hide from me
honestly too broke and busy to seek the help that i need
so i try to write through these issues, let the beats be the shrink
as i run from my curse
and i hear the screams from the earth
to reverse the perks of our living
envision us never as landlords but only tenants
that tend to take from our fate
sometimes you gotta burn the bridges just to light the way
hey
[outro: jay veno]
look at me, became a slave to the pictures
the parties and the poles
the pride of a n~gga
crying out
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