lirik lagu fond memory vacation - a cry for help
[verse 1]
i’m sipping on whisky, the medication ran out
part of me wants to live, part of me, it just doubts
it doubts everything, even my own perception
it’s no use to fight it, i won’t get no d~mn redemption
i used to love dreaming big when i was young
it was easier then, i was really dumb
it was just fun
now look what i’ve become
[verse 2]
i’m a product of my father, narcissistic like my mother
i’m an addict like ~~~, a hard worker like my brother
a lover like my sister, i might or not just miss you
2017, soph0m~re class, and my dismissal
all the abuse in my home, all the violencе in the streets
i tried to break thе force of habit and i ripped at the seams
you won’t like me when i’m angry, i don’t like me when i’m angry
so i’ll push everyone away and say i do it gladly
but i don’t
i just don’t want to hurt anybody more
[verse 3]
i’m too fat, i’m too skinny, i’m too brown, i’m too ugly
so i try to make up for those things by being bubbly
it’s no use
they don’t like me no matter what i do
i end up feeling like i’m sinking in glue
ain’t n0body love me in middle or high school
and if they did, i didn’t know just how to play it cool
i was never taught how to take love or give it
all i ‘member is fear, and wanting to forget it
[bridge]
whoever transgressed against my body
i’m happy i never wanted to catch your body
truthfully i haven’t a hateful bone in my body
and i’ll just continue to beam the motor, scotty
[verse 4]
she said, i need some love and compassion
what i really need is for my head to be bashed in
maybe an assassin will bring me satisfaction
no they won’t
i want friends, i want family, i want to be included
not at the sake of others, i won’t even dispute it
been on that end, i know what it feels like
been on the other, said and did things bad like
[outro]
i murmur about how i’ve been hurt
but
i have also handed out hurt
i won’t play the saint and i won’t be a hypocrite
so excuse me while i leave this predicament
yeah
that’s it
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