lirik lagu fj outlaw - relate
(intro)
turn it up a little bit more in the headphones
a little more if you could
check check all right perfect thank you
(verse)
yeah fj……
see lately i’ve been drifting away, with nightmares a bunch of demons in a fiery place
i try to keep all the fakes and haters out of my face, i know that i’m a good dude i feel like such a disgrace
and sometimes i just want to k!ll over and die, don’t let it show too much in public but i’m dying inside
i wonder when i’m in the car if this will be my last ride i feel like running far away and finding somewhere to hidе
and in reality i’m miserable likе most of the time but i keep pushing cause i want to hit the point where i shine
i want to find myself a woman that i want to hold and call mine.. they get to know me then they leave me at the drop of a dime
and it hurts, realistically what hurts me the worst
people really only like me ’cause the sound of my verse
i’m badly wounded on the inside and i need me a nurse, see i done felt like this forever and it feels like a curse
a lot of people come around and really think that they know me, i smile all the time but they don’t know that it’s phony
the groupies always telling me they wish they could blow me
but that ain’t what i want so i just keep being lonely and i…. am really f~cked up in the head, i couldn’t think of a better way for it to be said
i wasn’t joking and if you heard me say that i wish that i was dead, but i don’t want to go to h~ll ’cause i put one in my head
with that said keep it honest in the future i might
i’m sick of living in this darkness always searching for light
it’s like the good and evil inside of me just constantly fight
i fill myself with drugs and alcohol to get through the night
and in reality i live my life with so much pain, since all my people passed away this sh~t just ain’t been the same
a lot of folks i keep around think that this life is a game
my body’s filled with so much hatred really i’m just ashamed
in my brain a lot of days i just don’t know what to do
my question is how would you feel if all these thoughts were in you
when people never understood all of the h~ll you been through
so when they’re mad or get depressed they come and throw it on you, it happens every single day and i just feel so weak
like my emotions could explode because they’re close to their peak
i sit and listen quietly and try not to make a peep, but in my head i’m freaking out and i’m just ready to tweak
i hate to say it but i’m honest. this is how i feel
i know a lot will probably hate me because i’m keeping it real
i’m like a fish that just got hooked i’m trying to fight with the reel
only human so i had to come and tell you the deal, until today a lot of people didn’t know that i’m stressed
they have a misconception that i have an “s” on my chest, i try to keep it positive and always hope for the best, but if you take a look inside you’ll see i’m super depressed
it’s been a while now that i just chose to keep this hidden
i did a lot of stupid sh~t that i wish that i didn’t
it’s been a sh~tty f~cked up road that i’ve sat and just ridden
a lot of people probably hope that it’s a joke and i’m kiddin’
but to be truthful there’s a lot of times i just wanna cry, i feel like life is such a hassle i just wish i would die
i sit and think of sh~t that happens to me wondering why, that’s probably the biggest reason why i keep getting high
it’s all day and all night and all year that i struggle, with all this sh~t that’s in my head that i just sit and i juggle
i sit and wait for other pieces of my life to just crumble
it’s like i’m trapped inside my head and i can’t get out of the rubble, and realistically i know this sounds so bad
see i can’t help that every day that i’m awake that i’m sad, i sit and dwell cause growing up i really hated my dad
but in reality i’m thankful for the mother i had
see i was raised inside a christian home
it’s really crazy that it’s daily that i’m in the corner holding my phone
contemplating thinking should i put a slug in my dome, or pray to god for all these demons to just leave me alone
i sit and wonder how my life’s gonna end
i’m like a monster in a world that’s full of angels i’m just trying to blend
and even though these people say that they’re my friend
i understand that they just want what they can get and that it’s really pretend
my whole life i’ve had a hatred for people
it f~cking blows my mind that people can’t just treat others with equal, and even though i sit at church while i pray in the steeple
i’ve always had a little feeling that everybody is evil
that’s just life in the way i perceive
i stoop and think about my kin that passed away and take a second to grieve
and even though at times i wish i could leave
it’s in my head then i should take a sec to chill and take a second to breathe, but all i feel is the hate
i pray to god everybody relates, and as i sit and get baked trying to maintain my faith i pray to god everybody relates…..
it’s fj
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